Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want all to be gone for me, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and I'd just always prefer the peace of an eternal sleep over being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist ever again.

I wish for no more pain and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so terrible to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me but of course I just continue to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I'll just always see existence as such a terrible mistake no matter what, I just want peace from it all and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering and I always wish I never suffered, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I just want all to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like a mistake to me.
It really does always feels like a mistake to me and I wish I never suffered, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be conscious suffering in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer just from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.

I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace, I just want all to be forgotten, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible dreadful mistake of existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake, I just hope for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything. Only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence. I just wish for true permanent peace from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it I never would had chosen where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I truly will just hope and wish to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in eternal sleep.
No matter what I really will only be at peace in eternal sleep and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this futile, torturous existence no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me ceasing to exist really is the only peace, I just want to never wake ever again and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as the most torturous burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and all I just see as desirable is never suffering ever again, I really will just only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake. I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally all is gone and I can be at peace, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so terrible to me and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die and to me existing really is just waiting for death, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want all to be gone,. I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering continues and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it such a terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence is desirable for me, I just want all to be forgotten but of course I continue to suffer and it's all so terrible and dreadful, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just hope and wish to never wake again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot cease existing peacefully.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this futile, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I suffer just from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me peace from the suffering of existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from. I see so much cruelty in how the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what as non-existence really is all that's positive for me and is just all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering, I just hope and wish to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering in existing

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be undesirable to me.
It truly will be and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope to not exist, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep.

It could only lie in never suffering ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer just from existing, I suffer just from being burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence and I'll just always find it a burden to exist. It's a burden only ceasing to exist can take away for me and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and cruel to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, I just wish for no more suffering, I just hope and wish to never wake again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It really is all that can solve everything for me and bring me peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable existence more than anything but of course I always wish this existence of unnecessary suffering was never imposed.

I just never should had suffered at all and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten and I can rest.

For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten and finally nothing can concern me in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this existence and it's all so dreadful and terrible to me, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I suffer just from existing. I'll suffer until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I hope for is peace from the pain and suffering of existing, I just want the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily. I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep can take away for me, I'll just always find it so terrible, dreadful and torturous to exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this painful, torturous existence I just never would had chosen that I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this unnecessary pain and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There really is just so much pain in existing and it's all so cruel and dreadful to me, more than anything I just wish I never suffered and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I just want to never wake and I suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to escape from the suffering of existing.

Only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just hope and wish to never wake ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is gone and I can rest with this deeply undesirable torturous existence all forgotten and no longer my problem, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist, I wish I never had to suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence and what is so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable it can all get, all I want is some peace, I just want to never wake again and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to sleep permanently.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is so cruel and I'd just never wish for this cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, I'll always see it as the most cruel, torturous burden to exist and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me relief from the cruelty of existing and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me any relief from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone and this cruel existence is no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to suffer.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never wake ever again.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this deeply undesirable cruel existence is all gone and forgotten and no longer my problem and I'll just always see existence as the problem, existence to me really does feel like a mistake and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer just from existing. It's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to finally escape from suffering in this torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal sleep where finally I can be at peace and I can rest, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence, I truly will always find it so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course I just continue to suffer in this existence I always saw as an abomination, it's all so terrible to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where this harmful, torturous existence is just all forgotten and no longer my concern and I really wish I never suffered more than anything. I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I just wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's one that just causes pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to suffer rather I only wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep, I just want to never wake, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake.

In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering the only relief for me could lie in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone. There are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and I can finally rest, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to escape from this torturous, cruel existence I just never would had chosen, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty in existing.
There really is just so much cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all harm and suffering where all is finally gone and this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake is finally all forgotten and I suffer just from existing.

I really will always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I just hope to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all suffering, I just want all to be forgotten. I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is always the problem and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, I just wish to be free from this cruel existence I never would had chosen, existence is just so painful, so cruel and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing this existence was never imposed.
I truly do always wish this cruel, torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence I just always saw as a mistake is all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

It truly is all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering in existing, I find it so terrible how this existence was even imposed that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, existence is a problem only non-existence can bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer but I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty only never existing at all is true perfection to me. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone for me and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to cease existing and never exist again.

I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being conscious in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would wish for and I'm always so tired of suffering, all I want is to never exist ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I hope and wait to cease existing anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that could ever be positive for me and is just all I hope for no matter what, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me which is why I only hope to not exist.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten and I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is all that can solve everything for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again as non-existence really is all that's positive for me. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer just from existing. It's all so cruel to me which is why I'll only hope to not exist no matter what, only non-existence is desirable for me, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief from suffering I search for in this deeply undesirable existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering so much cruelty in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as so harmful.
No matter what I really will always see existence as something so harmful and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an dreamless, eternal sleep free from all cruelty, harm and suffering where all is finally gone and nothing in this existence I just always saw as a mistake can concern me, I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve and take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake is finally no longer my problem and I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from existing. It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just wish I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me any relief from this dreadful, harmful existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I really could only see the peace of non-existence as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing but of course all the suffering just continues and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake.

I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and I'll always see existing as only suffering. I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only eternal non-existence could ever bring me relief from, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I really will only be at peace in non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want all to be gone for me.

I just want to never wake ever again, existence to me is just something so dreadful and terrible that just causes so much suffering which is why all I want is to be permanently free from it, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep and for me eternal sleep is the only peace and relief. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want all to be gone for me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep so finally I can be at peace from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just wish I could choose to never wake ever again as all I see as desirable is to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does cause suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this, as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, for me only non-existence is positive, only non-existence can bring me any peace from suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so dreadful to me.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence that to me is a mistake, there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, I always wish I never suffered, I never should had been burdened with this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had chosen and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I'd just always prefer to cease existing than suffer, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and is just all I hope for, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and cruel to me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where this existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep and for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'd always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything. Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes and brings all this unnecessary suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only relief for me.
Non-existence is the only relief for me and is just all I'll hope for in this torturous, futile existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer just from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and non-existence truly is the only relief for me.

I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from the suffering and torture of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this existence at all but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so dreadful to me.
I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this dreadful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this cruel, deeply undesirable existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I always wish I never suffered. I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so terrible to me.
It really is always so terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I'll hope for in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I never had to exist more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and I can rest.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again. I just want peace from all the pain and suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, if I'm gone I cannot suffer which is all I hope for, I just want to never exist again, it's all so cruel to me and I suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep so finally I can rest.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer again is all I wish for.
It truly is all I wish for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel existence no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this dreadful deeply undesirable existence where I just hope to not exist and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain in existing, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and finally I can be at peace but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what and I'll always see existing as only suffering. I suffer simply from existing and it's all so terrible to me, I'd just always prefer to not exist and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I suffer just from being burdened with this existence and it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep can take away for me and bring me relief from, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is so harmful and I find it so terrible to suffer in this deeply undesirable existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I really will just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering rather I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where this dreadful existence is finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again. I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I'm safe from all suffering and harm in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence, all I want is to never wake again, I only wish and hope for some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish I never suffered more than anything.
More than anything I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues.

It's all just so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather I only wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, existence to me really is the problem which is why I'll only hope to be gone.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this futile, deeply undesirable existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered, I never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering at all and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it truly is all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence with no more suffering.