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CutToRelease

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Its what it reads going to get a 20 pack of razor blades soon. So that's fun. Nice for something fun or Enjoyable to happen. Hope yalls days are at least allright right now
 
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j.rez729

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The only thing fun about suicide is the not being alive part afterward. The process is not fun at all.
 
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The only thing fun about suicide is the not being alive part afterward. The process is not fun at all.
Fair but there's not many things I do enjoy and I cant die yet so I try and find things to enjoy.
 
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Other fun stuff I'm getting more into skat boarding and idk vibing still need a job lol
 
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Still here much to my pain. It was going well than I got worse so u know life as usually.
 
hardcorebisnis

hardcorebisnis

love addict
Jan 2, 2025
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i love cutting but i scar way too easily so had to stop
 
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Hi this night fucking sucked got supper numb after a conco with bf and clawed at my face with my nails. Now I'm just sitting here listening to music my face feels warm. So ya.
 
SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

I am the face of loves rage
Oct 6, 2023
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Its what it reads going to get a 20 pack of razor blades soon. So that's fun. Nice for something fun or Enjoyable to happen. Hope yalls days are at least allright right now
I'm so jealous , doing a blade haul tonight
 
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CutToRelease

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I'm so jealous , doing a blade haul tonight
Thats nice yeah I now keep a spare in my phone case and some in other hidden spots here and there it's nice to know I will be able to get them when I need them. Any how Have a nice night
 
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CutToRelease

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Hia still here feel like a puppet for others ideads of who I am. No clue who I really am but what ever. Fuck u future me
 
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CutToRelease

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Hia me we made a new friend named nate and hes chill about our scars
 
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CutToRelease

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We no longer have a friend named nate lol. Any how still here us we suck just fyi
 
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CutToRelease

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Hia still here feel like a puppet for others ideads of who I am. No clue who I really am but what ever. Fuck u future me
Well I don't like u either past me not that u can read this.

Any how currently don't feel like I'm in my body right now so u know fun stuff. Its like I'm in vr or wearing a suit. My hand moves but it doesn't look like my hand like what I'm see isn't me. Gets worse if we look into a mirror as usual. Any who bye for now at least till we forget and return.

Also u in the future we in the past are your fault. I wont let u forget that.
 
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Still here soon will be homeless in lile 5 you months. We still can't find a job. U in the future do we get a job is there hope? Probably not as allways fuck u.
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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Shaving Hey, are razor blades better than box knife blades? I swear my blades keep going blunt; am I crazy or are razor blades just much better?
 
WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
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View attachment 173251Hey, are razor blades better than box knife blades? I swear my blades keep going blunt; am I crazy or are razor blades just much better?
I have a wood working box cutter knife. I actually bought it for actual wood work and haven't used it for self harm but it hasn't gone dull yet. OLFA CK2
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
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I have a wood working box cutter knife. I actually bought it for actual wood work and haven't used it for self harm but it hasn't gone dull yet. OLFA CK2
Oh. Guess I am just crazy then. Thank you.
 
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Oh. Guess I am just crazy then. Thank you.
I mean no, I think razor blades are better than regular box cutters as in they are as sharp but they come in 20's so even if they get duller faster it's more efficient I guess? but I think a wood work box cutter is better than both for basically anything, sorry. I didn't think when I was typing.

it's like having 20 gold pickaxes and the normal box cutter is a stone pickaxe but the wood working knife is an iron pickaxe , in minecraft terms
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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I mean no, I think razor blades are better than regular box cutters as in they are as sharp but they come in 20's so even if they get duller faster it's more efficient I guess? but I think a wood work box cutter is better than both for basically anything, sorry. I didn't think when I was typing.
I use box knife blades because I nick them from my dad's toolbox. I've never seen razor blades in the wild, all I can find are the little blades in razor heads...
 
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I use box knife blades because I nick them from my dad's toolbox. I've never seen razor blades in the wild, all I can find are the little blades in razor heads...
They are pretty hard to find , I have no idea outside of online of where could you find them physically , they are basically antiques as I have only seen my grandpa use them but I have no idea where he used to get them (he switched to normal razor heads). I usually order stuff online, sorry.. it also depends on the country since stores/online stores are different in most of them
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
717
They are pretty hard to find , I have no idea outside of online of where could you find them physically , they are basically antiques as I have only seen my grandpa use them but I have no idea where he used to get them (he switched to normal razor heads). I usually order stuff online, sorry.. it also depends on the country since stores/online stores are different in most of them
Ohhh right. Yeah I think I'll have to wait until I move out as there's no way I can explain to my parents why I'm buying old style razor blades online without them assuming something. I mean, the razor blade might as well be the icon for self harmers it's that iconic, at least in my eyes.
Finally another doodle:smiling:
It's not that good :'). I use this paint website now and it doesn't fill in the colours properly but it's easier than having to open up iBis Paint on my phone and then sending it.
 
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CutToRelease

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Dec 31, 2024
141
Welp the past could not have seen this happening and neither could I.
 

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