Fucked right up

[Nem]

I've been fucked up for awhile now, had a near death experience from meds that destroyed my health and my ex was a good part of that. I've quit good jobs since this happened and although I'm working no, my debt is fucking huge and I'm going down the path of death.
I had originally done a suicide attempt a year and a half after the near death experience and my ex broke up with me the next day. She was a confirmed sociopath and I had no idea when I walked into the relationship what I was getting into. I'm super fucked now and I only have sn that has become hard over the last few months and I wonder if I can still use it
Peace/hugs

 

[Rachel74]

I've been fucked up for awhile now, had a near death experience from meds that destroyed my health and my ex was a good part of that. I've quit good jobs since this happened and although I'm working no, my debt is fucking huge and I'm going down the path of death.
I had originally done a suicide attempt a year and a half after the near death experience and my ex broke up with me the next day. She was a confirmed sociopath and I had no idea when I walked into the relationship what I was getting into. I'm super fucked now and I only have sn that has become hard over the last few months and I wonder if I can still use it
Peace/hugs

You should be able to use it. I think there was a thread earlier this week about someone else's SN that had gone hard. I said had it been kept in a damp place? Someone suggested drying it out with rice.