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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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That's it.

Can I ask. Do you think you will do it?

I personally doubt I can bring myself to it
I fully intend to. What's the alternative? Live 10+ more years with all of this suffering? Unless some ground breaking scifi shit happens that solves and fixes my problems. Or if I get into a relationship that tethers me to this life (but idk if that will even work).
 
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JamieJambo

Experienced
Apr 17, 2022
202
I fully intend to. What's the alternative? Live 10+ more years with all of this suffering? Unless some ground breaking scifi shit happens that solves and fixes my problems. Or if I get into a relationship that tethers me to this life (but idk if that will even work).
Can I ask what you are dealing with?
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
Can I ask what you are dealing with?
My sig says it all lol Extreme dysphoria from my assigned sex at birth. And no, I will not consider transitioning. Too long of a process and I am too far gone due to my genetics.
 
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Nyktalgia

Nyktalgia

Member
Jan 29, 2022
40
Yeah, SI is one of the storngest instincts and it can be very difficult to overcome. I'm starting to think that free will is a myth and we are just slaves to our instincts and the chemical processes in our brains.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,372
I had one person say to me "If you really wanted to die you could just slit your wrists with a really sharp knife" Yea thanks genius, it's not like I feel pain or anything especially if sharp objects cut my veinss
+ tht wll prbbly nt wrk n.e.wy

Slttng wrsts = vry 'cry fr hlp 16 y/o' as c.t.b methd - rrely wrks
Yeah, SI is one of the storngest instincts and it can be very difficult to overcome. I'm starting to think that free will is a myth and we are just slaves to our instincts and the chemical processes in our brains.
Wld nt b surprsd if u r rght
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
+ tht wll prbbly nt wrk n.e.wy

Slttng wrsts = vry 'cry fr hlp 16 y/o' as c.t.b methd - rrely wrks

Wld nt b surprsd if u r rght
If you do it properly it will work.
Anyone ever heard of pazuzu algarad?
 
NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
the act itself is not difficult, the difficulty lies in the decision
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Jumping is scary, but it isn't painful at all if you do it from a sufficient height & those who claim otherwise are full of it. Ordinary drowning is just plain dumb.
I totally think so too.. I've suffered major traumatic injuries and I think the speed and force and impact.. should be an absolute end to this motion picture..
 
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M.i.245541

Member
Mar 21, 2022
60
I'm sure jumping is not painful but it is damn scary. And there is always a risk of some freak event cushioning your fall and you end up paralysed and yet alive.
 
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