FUCK OCD FUCK OCD FUCKKKK OCD

[sleepytime5]

GENUINELY FUCK THIS, i am so so so tired of it commenting everytime I even TRY TO live, what if this what if that, WHAT IF I KILL MYSELF HUH WHAT IF THAT. i realised the reason I am so suicidal is because of it and only it, sure depressive episodes are bad but try having some fun and constantly feeling a doom that something bad will happen, just constant fucking doom, that's why I am always here, cause when I am suicidal it has no power over me, it cant scare me with hypochondria or whatever bad outcomes and horror stories it manages to constantly make up, nothing matters if I'm dead so it can suck a big one

 

[Nat.]

I'm sorry you have to live like this. I hope you can find some peace <3

 

[dookiebootybutt59]

I hope you get better, have OCD too and i know how it feels. its so infuriating to me when people undermine how painful it is to live with this. many times have I seen people wishing they had OCD, because they're under the idea that it just makes you a perfectionist, they'll never understand how miserable it makes your life