Fuck, I dont want to feel this way.

[DivineSpark]

self destructive impulses racing through my mind, intense.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I keep pushing people away just lost an online friend and I just choked myself and I want to cry but I can't even do that right anymore nothing makes me happy anymore
sorry I didn't want to clog forum up with my vent

 

[DivineSpark]

I keep pushing people away just lost an online friend and I just choked myself and I want to cry but I can't even do that right anymore nothing makes me happy anymore
sorry I didn't want to clog forum up with my vent

Sorry to hear that...

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I thought I could at least feel nothing today but had to fuck that up as well guess I'll just bike more to feel pain

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Sending you hugs, hope you can find calmness and make the impulses fade away

 

[DivineSpark]

Sending you hugs, hope you can find calmness and make the impulses fade away

Thanks, I feel like I am calming down now. I hope it will last.