Venting fuck EDs!!

[viljalauss]

eds are so inane genuinely.. why am i still scared of breakfast and of eating more than i do over multiple days when i literally have a date and a viable plan in not very long. granted my ed is not just out of fear of gaining weight it's also that i don't deserve to eat much and also cost and a lot of other things.. but 1) why should i care about possible weight gain, even if it were magically quick, when i hopefully won't be having this body for long 2) why care about cost if i don't need this money for much longer. heaven knows stopping my other vices would actually help

also the idea of eating before exams is lowkey making me very scared . even if i die i would like to not do completely shit !!