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From pain to worse
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For me it's always so painful to suffer in this existence and to me existing will always be only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much pain, cruelty and torture in this existence, to be conscious burdened with this existence is painful to me, I suffer simply from existing. I'll just always see existence as a terrible mistake, all I want is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace from this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I search for, I hope you find the relief you search for.
Mine is mostly exhaustion. Frustration and resentment at having to press on with life, despite feeling exhausted and lethargic. Plus- fear and dread of what's ahead. Old age, likely illness and death or the risk and pain of going through suicide.
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