For those who have decided but are struggling with fear.

[madwoman]

I wish there were more non benzo options. My doctor only gave me the smallest amount of Xanax and is so hesitant with the "harder" meds it's annoying. Wish there were more easy to acquire calming options.

You should probably make this a bit clearer in your post. If one person interpreted it as "test the SN before your CTB" (DONT DO THIS!!), other's might too

Yeah I thought this too that they were talking about SN then realized they meant testing Xanax out