for those of you that know they'll die in less than a month—what are you spending your time doing?

[KiraNosferatu]

for me, i'm just trying to ease the pain and wrap up everything real good.
thinking about him all the time..... i can't wait to finally die.
when i'm blocking out that pain, i spend my time wallowing in nostalgia. watching stuff i like, playing my childhood games, reading the stories i love..
i just try to avoid all the stuff i did together with him. that would make me go much earlier than what i have planned and j don't want that.
what about you..?

 

[BirdWatcher]

I'm not really doing anything different. I'm watching a lot of video essays on youtube atm, as a friendship simulator of sorts.

 

[hughmun9]

bed rotting, sleepwalking on the internet as usual

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I'm also avoiding everything that reminds me of him because I'd just ctb immediately, I love him so much, recently all I do is lay in bed and cry.. Play useless merge games and plan my ctb day

 

[Tomorrow Is Today]

I agreed to potentially ctb with someone I met on here, so there's a good chance I dip in the next month or so. Either way if that doesn't work I might still go ahead and ctb anyways.

As for what I'm doing leading up to that, I'm just trying to make pleasant memories with the people I'll leave behind. I'm having lots of movie nights with my parents, playing with my dog and letting him know how much he's loved. I organised a house party with my closest circle of friends as well, and hopefully we can have one last hurrah before the end, just like old times. I probably would like to have one last conversation with my ex-partner as well, but probably that's not in the cards.

All in all, I'll just try the best I can before the final day.