First time ever being scared of Hell

[readytogotomorrow]

So, I'm 18 now and am from SEA and live here too. The country I'm in is very religious however, I was raised as an Atheist, my father is especially Anti-Theist. I grew up believing scientific explanations for our existence such as evolution and the big bang.

I've never really believed in God. It's really not a capability of my mind. Like even if I wanted to believe, my mind is just like, almost a hundred percent doubtful.

But my SN is on the way (I think it's arriving tomorrow) and I was reading up on the method again just to revise and make sure everything goes well.

I've tried to CTB a lot of times. Most notably hanging and ODs. Of course all of them failed. But one thing I've never worried about when doing this was, my parents or siblings reaction. I never really cared if my friends or family would be sad. But for some reason I feel so fucking bad right now about whoever finds me and what trauma I'm giving to everyone after it happens (to be fair they gave me lifelong trauma too). I've also never ever in my whole life feared going to hell. But earlier I got a detailed vision of being stuck in that scary place.

This is insane, I've been wanting to ctb for 9 years and now that I've finally gotten a method that will most likely go well I'm suddenly overthinking everything all over again.

I hope I don't get nightmares of hell before I ctb.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Hell doesn't exit - It's all man made.

Even things like religion are man made - even though i think religion is good only as a moral compass.

I try to stay away or avoid talking about religion but if you don't want to complete ctb because of hell, such thing doesn't exist - it's only made as a way of fear mongering.

Also please only complete ctb if that's what you truly want and please do a lot research before completing ctb.

All the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

The only hell that exists is this hellish world that we already exist in, I just think that anything related to religion or any kind of afterlife is a fictional concept, I very strongly believe that once we die we just cease existing, death is the end to all suffering and nobody can be harmed by not existing as there's just nothingness. But I think that those who can access SN in a world where it's becoming more and more difficult to obtain certainly are fortunate, I would never fear death we are all just destined to die anyway, it's all that's inevitable for us, in fact the only thing I fear is this horrible existence, I see death as being the only relief as once we are gone everything is finally forgotten about for us.

 

[NoLightRemains]

I get the fear. You might get some comfort from researching the theological concepts of annihilationism and universalism. I personally do not believe in eternal conscious torment in hell as I believe that there isn't strong enough evidence for it in the bible, despite it being part of the Christian doctrines for a very long time. It also seems to go against the theme of a merciful and benevolent God.

If you continue to have doubts, maybe it's not your time yet and it's ok to reconsider.

 

[Terrible00]

I don't think you have to be worried about hell. I do not talk about religion much cause It's a topic that gets me in trouble easily. But religion is a great way to make people have a better purpose in life, but for me I do not see religion as reality but It's still interesting. And if I'm gonna be honest, hell is the place we are currently living in. And most of us are trying to escape it.

 

[blacksand]

Its not real. Death will be identical to having never been conceived at all.

 

[Worndown]

Hell is possibly the greatest marketing campaign ever. It has hundreds of millions of people doing what they are told. The threat of eternal damnation keeps everyone following the company line.
The books upon which they are based speak of peace, love and forgiveness. Something really was lost in that translation.

 

[brokeandbroken]

So, I'm 18 now and am from SEA and live here too. The country I'm in is very religious however, I was raised as an Atheist, my father is especially Anti-Theist. I grew up believing scientific explanations for our existence such as evolution and the big bang.

I've never really believed in God. It's really not a capability of my mind. Like even if I wanted to believe, my mind is just like, almost a hundred percent doubtful.

But my SN is on the way (I think it's arriving tomorrow) and I was reading up on the method again just to revise and make sure everything goes well.

I've tried to CTB a lot of times. Most notably hanging and ODs. Of course all of them failed. But one thing I've never worried about when doing this was, my parents or siblings reaction. I never really cared if my friends or family would be sad. But for some reason I feel so fucking bad right now about whoever finds me and what trauma I'm giving to everyone after it happens (to be fair they gave me lifelong trauma too). I've also never ever in my whole life feared going to hell. But earlier I got a detailed vision of being stuck in that scary place.

This is insane, I've been wanting to ctb for 9 years and now that I've finally gotten a method that will most likely go well I'm suddenly overthinking everything all over again.

I hope I don't get nightmares of hell before I ctb.

For the record most Christian theologians believe in the big bang.... They just know who banged it.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

There is no hell.

After hundreds of years of science and tech there has not been 1 piece of evidence for hell, afterlife, reincarnation, soul, god , spirits , ghosts, magic , nothing supernatural. sure there are a lot of stories, religions , ideas, theories etc but not any scientific studies , evidence or experimental evidence of any of that . but they are just fiction ideas stories like lord of the rings marvel or any of the millions of fictional novels .humans have an almost unlimited capacity to make up things and stories

There has been massive evidence for evolution and that the brain creates consciuosness sentience and pain.

some of us had enough of life consciousness sentience and don't want any afterlife or reincarnation. I'm glad I know there is none of that.

 

[blacksand]

There is no hell.

After hundreds of years of science and tech there has not been 1 piece of evidence for hell, afterlife, reincarnation, soul, god , spirits , ghosts, magic , nothing supernatural. sure there are a lot of stories, religions , ideas, theories etc but not any scientific studies , evidence or experimental evidence of any of that . but they are just fiction ideas stories like lord of the rings marvel or any of the millions of fictional novels .humans have an almost unlimited capacity to make up things and stories

There has been massive evidence for evolution and that the brain creates consciuosness sentience and pain.

some of us had enough of life consciousness sentience and don't want any afterlife or reincarnation. I'm glad I know there is none of that.

funny how everyone can accept they didn't exist for infinity (before conception)... why is it so hard to believe its going to happen again on the other side of life.