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okaoki

okaoki

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Aug 4, 2018
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i wish you a peaceful exit
 
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harlope

harlope

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Feb 17, 2019
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I'm still here guys, trying again tonight, but heading out earlier. Today was awful and honestly just confirmed my reasons for doing this.
Will update this thread further as the time gets closer. About 6 hours left til I leave the house once again. I'll try to keep updating until I'm just about to ctb.
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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I'm still here guys, trying again tonight, but heading out earlier. Today was awful and honestly just confirmed my reasons for doing this.
Will update this thread further as the time gets closer. About 6 hours left til I leave the house once again. I'll try to keep updating until I'm just about to ctb.
So exactly harlope where the hell is the carotid artery do i feel it or something
So exactly harlope where the hell is the carotid artery do i feel it or something
I really need you i need to ctb already got it planned
 
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harlope

harlope

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Feb 17, 2019
21
So exactly harlope where the hell is the carotid artery do i feel it or something

I really need you i need to ctb already got it planned

I had the same struggle for a long time. People say you should be able to put pressure on it with just your fingers and pass out but I've never been able to. I put pressure to the right side of the front of my neck, directly under my jaw to make myself pass out.

I wish you peace.
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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I had the same struggle for a long time. People say you should be able to put pressure on it with just your fingers and pass out but I've never been able to. I put pressure to the right side of the front of my neck, directly under my jaw to make myself pass out.

I wish you peace.
Oh ok i feel a pulse in my neck on my left and right side what is that?
 
harlope

harlope

awaiting peace
Feb 17, 2019
21
You didn't try yesterday?

I did leave the house and go out but I saw people out and about already and didn't want to risk it, which is why I'm heading out earlier tonight.
Oh ok i feel a pulse in my neck on my left and right side what is that?

That's just your heartbeat!! I'm not sure exactly what it is though.
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

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Sep 15, 2018
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Be careful. If you get saved, you're fucked
 
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harlope

harlope

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Feb 17, 2019
21
Be careful. If you get saved, you're fucked

Yup, I know. Thank you.
Alright, I'm gonna log out now. I'm where I need to be. Hope this is it.

Thank you for all the help!!
 
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andy69

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May 23, 2019
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Thanks for the information. I hope you find peace.
 

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