harlope

harlope

awaiting peace
Feb 17, 2019
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The other day I finally managed to locate my carotid artery and pass out during partial hanging. I tested it a lot and finally got it right. I plan on heading out in the very early hours of the morning so I'm outside of my house when I ctb. I'm so happy to escape this hell. Thankyou for being such a great community.
 
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LonelyLight

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Sending love :heart: and peace to you
 
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Lord Taco

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Good Luck Mate!
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

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Sep 15, 2018
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The other day I finally managed to locate my carotid artery and pass out during partial hanging. I tested it a lot and finally got it right. I plan on heading out in the very early hours of the morning so I'm outside of my house when I ctb. I'm so happy to escape this hell. Thankyou for being such a great community.
If you passed out, how did you wake back up without dying?
 
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Daniela

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Feb 23, 2019
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Can you describe how you intend to do it in detail?


feel free to ignore me
 
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metalchic_74

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Oct 26, 2019
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What did you use for partial? Did you tie the knot close to the artery?
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
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This thread will be congrats and tell us more. Congrats. Tell us more.
 
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lymbo

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The other day I finally managed to locate my carotid artery and pass out during partial hanging. I tested it a lot and finally got it right. I plan on heading out in the very early hours of the morning so I'm outside of my house when I ctb. I'm so happy to escape this hell. Thankyou for being such a great community.
whats your reason for ctb
 
harlope

harlope

awaiting peace
Feb 17, 2019
21
Can you describe how you intend to do it in detail?


feel free to ignore me

Sure!! I'm leaving the house in about 5 hours which will make it 4 am, if I walk a bit I can reach the woods. There's some low hanging branches I'm going to test to see if they can hold my weight.
I tie a simple slip knot using a scarf I have and kneel into it quickly without letting my knees hit the floor. I just have to fight my instincts for 20 seconds ish.
What did you use for partial? Did you tie the knot close to the artery?

The knot goes at the back of my head, I lean into it kind of to the right of my neck under my jaw.
whats your reason for ctb


Three years of non stop suffering and mental pain that I'm tired of fighting, put simply.
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

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Sep 15, 2018
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Can you do this kneeling with your knees touching the ground? Because that's how I practice with a belt and I start getting light headed
 
harlope

harlope

awaiting peace
Feb 17, 2019
21
Can you do this kneeling with your knees touching the ground? Because that's how I practice with a belt and I start getting light headed

I did try that a few times at first but I found that for some reason it was less reliable at getting me lightheaded.
 
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I’vehadenough

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I did try that a few times at first but I found that for some reason it was less reliable at getting me lightheaded.
Ok, so I could still exit with my knees touching the ground as long as I get light-headed?
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

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Sep 15, 2018
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Well I hope it doesn't hurt. Someone told me it's painful bc you strangle to death
 
harlope

harlope

awaiting peace
Feb 17, 2019
21
Well I hope it doesn't hurt. Someone told me it's painful bc you strangle to death

It shouldn't hurt, it's painless but it is very uncomfortable. The discomfort shouldn't last too long though.
I'm going to nap for about 4 hours and then I'm setting off.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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Goodluck & I hope peace finds you & in the most peaceful way for you.
 
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I’vehadenough

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Sep 15, 2018
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Ok, well good luck and if it doesn't work out, let us know what happened
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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Where did you find it at and also how do you know when you have found it?
Where did you find it at and also how do you know when you have found it?
The carotid artery
 
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MeltingHeart

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Where did you find it at and also how do you know when you have found it?
I believe second half of this answer will be that you start to feel very dizzy and as if about the pass to pass out - without getting the head pressure, eye popping feeling of when the jugulars are occluded - rather than the carotids- hope you didn't mine me interjecting here!
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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I believe second half of this answers will be that you start to feel very dizzy and as if about the pass out - without getting the head pressure, eye popping feeling of when the jugulars are occluded - rather than the carotids- hope you didn't mine me interjecting here!
Sorry melting heart for all the questions but where is the carotid artery located i have been on this all day and still cant figure it out i feel a pulse in my neck like a heartbeat but other than that idk if i can find it plz if you have any good info on how to locate it that would be great and btw if i find it what do i do from there
 
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MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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Sorry melting heart for all the questions but where is the carotid artery located i have been on this all day and still cant figure it out i feel a pulse in my neck like a heartbeat but other than that idk if i can find it plz if you have any good info on how to locate it that would be great and btw if i find it what do i do from there
If you find the pulse that is it! That's a good place to start
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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The other day I finally managed to locate my carotid artery and pass out during partial hanging. I tested it a lot and finally got it right. I plan on heading out in the very early hours of the morning so I'm outside of my house when I ctb. I'm so happy to escape this hell. Thankyou for being such a great community.

I wish you the best and hope you find peace. :hug: :hug: :hug: :heart::heart::heart:
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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And to test if thats it do i press on it hard to make myself pass out
Pretty much- there is ALOT of info & personal testimonies on here-so I don't add to it - but if u search for - you will see there is a lot- and as with everything - everyone has varied experiences. I feel bad for hi-jacking the OPs goodbye post! Sorry!
 
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Daniela

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Feb 23, 2019
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I wish I could hang myself in the woods! I absolutely have nowhere to go. The closest I can go to is still frequented by cars and such.
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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It shouldn't hurt, it's painless but it is very uncomfortable. The discomfort shouldn't last too long though.
I'm going to nap for about 4 hours and then I'm setting off.
Love you man
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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looks like harlope succeeded- no activity since yesterday. hope they found peace
 
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Adonis

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Nov 2, 2019
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looks like harlope succeeded- no activity since yesterday. hope they found peace
you serious RIP
The other day I finally managed to locate my carotid artery and pass out during partial hanging. I tested it a lot and finally got it right. I plan on heading out in the very early hours of the morning so I'm outside of my house when I ctb. I'm so happy to escape this hell. Thankyou for being such a great community.
harlope you here man
 
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