finally took my final step to isolation

[shadows_and_silence]

I've come to realize over the past month that everyone that even claims to care about me is lying, and all they've been doing is proving me right. the main person i went to talk to recently told me his biggest goal was just to piss me off, someone i used to consider my best friend is just "limiting contact" when i know damn well she hates me

so, i took the final step in isolating from the world and cut off my communication with everyone who even tried to claim they cared. if anyone else tries to get me back, I'm cutting them off too, because I'm tired of people pretending.

 

[puppycharge]

I'm sorry to hear about your experience with fake friends. I cut off bad friends like that a couple of years ago and haven't really talked to anyone since. At first it didn't bother me but over time I slowly started descending into madness and that combined with a whole bunch of other issues is the reason I'm probably going to ctb soon.

 

[shadows_and_silence]

over time I slowly started descending into madness and that combined with a whole bunch of other issues is the reason I'm probably going to ctb soon.

i really hope you find peace soon!
i have been going into madness anyways, even with these "friends" around, so at this point i don't think it'll make much of a difference if i stop all social contact

 

[puppycharge]

Yeah, every time I've tried to fix something bad about my life all I did was end up making it worse and it's just a never ending cycle that I hope to break soon enough.

 

[derekWest]

I've come to realize over the past month that everyone that even claims to care about me is lying, and all they've been doing is proving me right. the main person i went to talk to recently told me his biggest goal was just to piss me off, someone i used to consider my best friend is just "limiting contact" when i know damn well she hates me

so, i took the final step in isolating from the world and cut off my communication with everyone who even tried to claim they cared. if anyone else tries to get me back, I'm cutting them off too, because I'm tired of people pretending.

i hope that you will manage to find sane and happy relantionship. bc no human can live happy without socialization ! i'm sad that you can't be confident to another people.