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soonerreatherthanla

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May 28, 2024
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I have prepared myself to CTB tomorrow or in the next few days.
Probability anyone intervenes is low to nil, but to preserve habitability of the apartment I might go to a hotel
(spurge on a suite and some prostitutes ?)
I have
Domperidon as antiemetic
genereic antiacid and strongish sedative in large enough amounts for an OD on its own.
2KG of SN I plan on using about 200-300g dissolved in a litter of water after taking all of the other enablers and waiting some time before taking the rest of the sedatives. I might also electrocute myself for good measures laying naked in a tub with salt water and dropping a outlet cable in the tub or just grabbing on to it.
 
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deathbydesign

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Don't take that much sn in that much water - it's just too much of everything and will end badly. Follow the normal protocols they are that way for a reason.

Also the electrocution is not gonna work things are wired to trip the breakers when wet if the outlet is near a water source - and if you do it at a hotel you might draw unnecessary attention to yourself when you make the power go off.

Take the AE and 25g of sn in 50-100ml of water. Have a back up cup just in case. Take the sedative prior to SN if they take a bit to kick in especially. Relax - sleep - ctb hopefully

But please don't over due it- it's an unnecessary risk
 
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khinterest

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Jun 19, 2025
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I don't think this is a very good method but that's just me, I don't get electrocution, it just seems unnecessary. I have e a feeling those prostitutes are going to disappoint you, don't want to leave with a feeling of complete disappointment, or maybe that's an invetibility of death, every aspect of your life failing till the end. I would do something more fun and crazy.
 
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soonerreatherthanla

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Take the AE and 25g of sn in 50-100ml of water. Have a back up cup just in case. Take the sedative prior to SN if they take a bit to kick in especially. Relax - sleep - ctb hopefully

But please don't over due it- it's an unnecessary risk
Your right, just feel kinda sad with the amount of SN I bought
I don't think this is a very good method but that's just me, I don't get electrocution, it just seems unnecessary. I have e a feeling those prostitutes are going to disappoint you, don't want to leave with a feeling of complete disappointment, or maybe that's an invetibility of death, every aspect of your life failing till the end. I would do something more fun and crazy.
That's probably true but I suffer from a sever lack of creativity. Might eat out to and expensive restaurant and have a escort with me.
Yeah everything so far has been extremely disappointing and shitty and irreversibly damaged.
How bad can getting a bj and talking to someone who's also extremely fucked up be
 
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khinterest

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Your right, just feel kinda sad with the amount of SN I bought

That's probably true but I suffer from a sever lack of creativity. Might eat out to and expensive restaurant and have a escort with me.
Yeah everything so far has been extremely disappointing and shitty and irreversibly damaged.
How bad can getting a bj and talking to someone who's also extremely fucked up be
I just can't imagine this being a good final experience, it sounds ripe for disappointment. I would try creativity, if this is it then just do whatever you want but don't let it disappoint you into where you go next, maybe finding something better to do on your final day will make you stay longer, but at least go out a it better then that if your determined.
 
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soonerreatherthanla

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May 28, 2024
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I just can't imagine this being a good final experience, it sounds ripe for disappointment. I would try creativity, if this is it then just do whatever you want but don't let it disappoint you into where you go next, maybe finding something better to do on your final day will make you stay longer, but at least go out a it better then that if your determined.
Yeah il figure it out, guess I just had enough disappointment for a few lifetimes. You saw how overkill I was thinking on going with the ctb
 
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tyrcap

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Jun 17, 2025
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You could consider what im thinking of: putting SN in enteric pills, take about 10g worth, wait 30-60 minutes then drink 20g DN in 50ml water. Excessive but should guarantee success
 

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