• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
I wish i could spend my final moments with her…I feel she would accept my decision heck maybe she'd even pull the trigger for me idk. I would just feel save in her arms before i pass on into a better world
 
  • Love
Reactions: bipbapbop and PlasticFace
D

dyingslowly

Student
Jul 17, 2023
124
You are going for her? meaning that you are doing it because you want to do it but only to get her attention, trust me it won't work but can land you in something more troublesome.
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
I feel for you so much... I wish I could die in their arms. Unfortunately I know they won't let me do it. I'm gonna die alone in the cold of the forest...
You are going for her? meaning that you are doing it because you want to do it but only to get her attention, trust me it won't work but can land you in something more troublesome.
Why the hell are you saying he's gonna do it "only to get her attention"? Nowhere does he imply that's the case. I find it kinda rude from you.
 
  • Like
Reactions: goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
You are going for her? meaning that you are doing it because you want to do it but only to get her attention, trust me it won't work but can land you in something more troublesome.
I have many reasons which i will not be divulging in this thread but i believe I've covered them before in others and no I haven't spoken to the one i refer in this post for years
I feel for you so much... I wish I could die in their arms. Unfortunately I know they won't let me do it. I'm gonna die alone in the cold of the forest...

Why the hell are you saying he's gonna do it "only to get her attention"? Nowhere does he imply that's the case. I find it kinda rude from you.
It's possible he's getting mixed up with the best friend I've lost a few months back which was more the tipping point than a reason highlighted how lost i really was looking back at my life as a whole
 
D

dyingslowly

Student
Jul 17, 2023
124
I am just saying it to make sure, in this madness he doesn't land in some facility that he doesn't want to be in (your GF love of life will call authorities in no time if she thought she will land in legal trouble after you kllng yourself after spending time in her arms), I don't want his friend circle or the circle he is in to think him as someone crazy, I am a realist I want to make him take this decision for himself not for someone else.
 
B

bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
276
I wish I could die in his arms while he reads me a story, just like he used to read me to sleep. Childish, yes, but I never felt safer than in those moments.
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: LunarLight and goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
I am just saying it to make sure, in this madness he doesn't land in some facility that he doesn't want to be in (your GF love of life will call authorities in no time if she thought she will land in legal trouble after you kllng yourself after spending time in her arms), I don't want his friend circle or the circle he is in to think him as someone crazy, I am a realist I want to make him take this decision for himself not for someone else.
This friend literally said when i hit a certain age if i wasn't happy i was free to do whatever i wanted,plus knowing this friend as well as i do I wouldn't be surprised if they complied given certain things they've said over the years
I wish I could die in his arms while he reads me a story, just like he used to read me to sleep. Childish, yes, but I never felt safer than in those moments.
There's nothing wrong in that though is there? Everyone wants to die peacefully in an ideal sense
 
  • Love
Reactions: bipbapbop

Similar threads

M
Replies
6
Views
264
Suicide Discussion
omenalready
omenalready
gurowuro
Replies
4
Views
340
Suicide Discussion
decayingangel
D
nails
Replies
1
Views
317
Suicide Discussion
9mmisglutenfree
9mmisglutenfree