Final Farewell

[Mi Mi]

I am shaking

Some tears

But I'm ready and praying for a peaceful, painless and quick journey.

Yes I did say praying.

I suppose it's by default but it's how I was raised and just like many relationships...maybe it wasn't the best.

But it was mine and I own it.

I had many moments of gratitude.
I had many moments of anger.

I'm human.

As I lit my candles one last time.

I played 2 songs
Kingdom by Maverick City Music
And Gold by Prince
Another is Get what you give or Flowes by New Radicals.

If you'd like to celebrate me and wish me a peaceful journey...play one of those and it's just like I'm there.

@rozeske will be with Me on a call and will update you all. Thankyou so Much for always being here for me and being here with me.

@tvo You know I love you and I know you'll hold me along the way

@doctordetritus I'm so glad to have had a few moments with you. I'll miss you

@DefinitelyReady As my girls would say you spicy...I was right with ya..and I'm glad you let me in.

My last words in my journal this morning

I will go to heaven
I belong in heaven
I deserve heaven
I Am Heaven

I'm gonna dance and sing again.
I will have joy and peace.
I'll be forgiven and I will forgive.
I'll be loved and be loving.
It's ok now Mama.

As much as I've struggled with my mom I don't want to hurt her and I'll know she'll be ok.

I'm getting ready to go make my drinks now...of course only I would be late to my own death

I'm sucking on throat longenzes to help.
I'll be doing 25g in 50 to 100ml of water.
I'll take 2 antacids 15 before drinking.

My Uber Black is scheduled
Catch you on tha flipside Muthafuckas
That's from Bridesmaids movie if you didn't know
Love
Mi Mi

 

[Forveleth]

Hope it's a painless and peaceful journey. I haven't interacted with you but I have enjoyed seeing your posts around. You will be missed!

Listening to You Get What You Give.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's sad that life brought you to this point. It's so unfair. I wish you all the best and good luck! I hope you find eternal peace!

 

[Tesha]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Travel safely

 

[Onelegman]

May the journey be calm and painless. Thank you very much for everything you have given to this world Mi Mi

 

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

Haven't been interacting with you but hope you'll be successful on your journey. I wish you peace and luck

 

[AvwJ]

i held a tearful smile while reading your post. you were always so warm and kind. you will be missed, but i hope you finally find peace

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I wish you the best, and hope you find peace

 

[tvo]

Love you, and joining you soon, farewell. Still here's with you as you make this transition into blissfulness.

 

[thebelljarrr]

Will be there sending my love n support by playing ur songs n lighting a beautiful candle for you Bye bye Mi Mi

 

[Mi Mi]

Hope it's a painless and peaceful journey. I haven't interacted with you but I have enjoyed seeing your posts around. You will be missed!

Listening to You Get What You Give.

It's sad that life brought you to this point. It's so unfair. I wish you all the best and good luck! I hope you find eternal peace!

I'm so gonna miss you

Will be there sending my love n support by playing ur songs n lighting a beautiful candle for you Bye bye Mi Mi

Love you, and joining you soon, farewell. Still here's with you as you make this transition into blissfulness.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Your post made me feel a lot of things... I hope you're the least scared you can be. I'll be listening to your songs and thinking of you. Whatever happens, we're here. I'm here.
You definitely have earned a spot in Heaven.
Thank you

 

[Mi Mi]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Travel safely

Yes you can vent
Just keep in mind we're on different paths
But yet we're the same as well
Best wishes
And thankyou for showing me kindness today

Your post made me feel a lot of things... I hope you're the least scared you can be. I'll be listening to your songs and thinking of you. Whatever happens, we're here. I'm here.
You definitely have earned a spot in Heaven.
Thank you

I'm shaking
But I'm facing it
Taking deep breaths
Thankyou for being with me
I adore you

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I was so surprised for seeing your post. I know we haven't talked but I would see your posts or comments everywhere, I was used to your presence, so now seeing you'll be gone is so sad.

I want to wish you a peaceful exit if you go through with it, if at any point you're not sure we'll be here for you.

I hope it all goes well, I will miss seeing you around. I like your words, it will be different without you...

Big hugs Mi Mi, may it all be okay

 

[stuck_here]

Hope you will be free from all the suffering, we will miss you Mimi, good luck

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Yes you can vent
Just keep in mind we're on different paths
But yet we're the same as well
Best wishes
And thankyou for showing me kindness today

I'm shaking
But I'm facing it
Taking deep breaths
Thankyou for being with me
I adore you

I'll think of you now when I read my tea leaf notes because I save those too

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[Mi Mi]

I'll think of you now when I read my tea leaf notes because I save those too

 

[doctordetritus]

What a stupid world. I wish we had more time. Thank you for being strong af and listening to all my nonsense. I love you. I miss you.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Take care of you...

 

[tvo]

I'm shaking
But I'm facing it
Taking deep breaths
Thankyou for being with me

Take those deep breaths and still your mind, we are here with you all the way. I'm missing you already .

 

[Leiden]

Peace be with you and in you

 

[DefinitelyReady]

@rozeske Take care of her. If she wants out at anytime, she still can get out. Methylene blue is the antidote. You can PM me and I'll talk to her if she wants. Phone or however. Thanks for being there with her. ⚘⚘

 

[wyo777]

I hope You will find what You looking for. Hope Your road will be quick and painless.

 

[rozeske]

MiMi is unresponsive. It is safe to assume she has passed.
Rest in peace kind soul 🕊

She was well aware of what SN is, that she could back down any minute, that this is not the only way, what the antidote was....and everything else but she has made the decision for herself and let's all respect that. I had to refuse and was not on a call with her since this is considered illegal. But hypothetically speaking I will update in a few how everything would go, hypothetically.

 

[DepressedDude]

MiMi is unresponsive. It is safe to assume she has passed.
Rest in peace kind soul 🕊

She was well aware of what SN is, that she could back down any minute, that this is not the only way, what the antidote was....and everything else but she has made the decision for herself and let's all respect that. I had to refuse and was not on a call with her since this is considered illegal. But hypothetically speaking I will update in a few how everything would go, hypothetically.

Do you think she suffered in any way? (Hypothetically)

 

[unnamed2]

I saw your detox thread. Many thanks for giving an idea for preparing.
Hope you will go through it painless and find peace.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

MiMi is unresponsive. It is safe to assume she has passed.
Rest in peace kind soul 🕊

She was well aware of what SN is, that she could back down any minute, that this is not the only way, what the antidote was....and everything else but she has made the decision for herself and let's all respect that. I had to refuse and was not on a call with her since this is considered illegal. But hypothetically speaking I will update in a few how everything would go, hypothetically.

But she said she would be with you on a call?? You can't control what she does when you're on a call with her. Otherwise I would've offered to call her. She was alone and shaking, and spent her last moments reassuring and thanking us. Smh...

 

[tvo]

MiMi is unresponsive. It is safe to assume she has passed.

OMG!

 

[sugarh1gh]

Pleasant journey, rest in peace. You were adored here.