GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

One day I'll be gone and that's it
Sep 24, 2024
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I think I will CTB tomorrow. Im scared. Im shaking in fear, anxiety and shock and cold. its cold. super cold. i was sleeping. my parents argued probably. my mom wnet somewhwre and woke me up. said i need to go somewhwre tomorrow. idk whwre. i want to die. this is too much. is this me or is this someone else. hello? its me > i want todie. i want to die there is no escape nowhere is safe anymore only death is safe i want to die.
Have you tried Emmaus? There are 3 in your country. Google them
Its too far away. i cant try. i would collapse, i already feel like a dead person. its super cold and idk what to do. probably insane anxiety caused this, i cant fall asleep no matter what. i dont feel safe. im scared for my fucking life. this is like a nightmare.
 
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PixelPlant

PixelPlant

smile, you’ve lived :)
Aug 15, 2023
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I'm sorry that life has put you through so much suffering, OP and I wish you the best in whatever you decide. I know life is nothing but pain.
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

One day I'll be gone and that's it
Sep 24, 2024
149
I might be saved. I reported my case to institutions and tomorrow im going to the police. im scared for life, but this is my opportunity. my parents are gone either way, so this is my chance to survive and rebuild.
 
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itswhatits

itswhatits

it won't give up, it wants me dead
Sep 12, 2024
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I'm really sorry that it's come to this, and I know you feel trapped. In many ways, you are trapped. But I think you still have a way out.

Please, try to talk to your cousin. You don't have to tell him about your plans, but just tell him that you haven't been doing well in your house, and that you need to leave. You don't have to ask to stay with him, you could just ask for a ride to one of those shelters, or just for a ride to anywhere.

Your dreams, your creativity, your art, what you can bring into the world, nobody else can make realize those without you. You have entire worlds within you, worlds that nobody else has. You have a duty to them. At my darkest moments the only things that kept me on this earth were the thought of my mother and the fact that I still have comics to write. You, too, still have things to create.

Ultimately, I am just a stranger on the internet. I can't make you do anything, and I hope you find peace, whatever your choice. But I think there is still peace on this world for you, and I think it would be a waste to lose the worlds in your head you were blessed with.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
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Eu posso ser salvo. Relatei meu caso para instituições e amanhã vou à polícia. Estou com medo da vida, mas esta é minha oportunidade. Meus pais se foram de qualquer maneira, então esta é minha chance de sobreviver e reconstruir.
Você acabou desistindo? Se sim, ok e boa sorte com sua recuperação.
 
Goosechan

Goosechan

I'm so tired
Nov 1, 2024
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I might be saved. I reported my case to institutions and tomorrow im going to the police. im scared for life, but this is my opportunity. my parents are gone either way, so this is my chance to survive and rebuild.
I hope those institutions and police will be just and caring. You seem like such a creative person that could have a lot of ties to this world. I want that for you. I want you to be peaceful, first and foremost. But if I can be greedy I want you to survive too! I'll think of you tomorrow and GL at the police 🍀
It must be a rollercoaster of emotions right now that I cannot even imagine. So it's truly incredible that you manage to see an opportunity in such a situation.
 
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SA1994EC

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I might be saved. I reported my case to institutions and tomorrow im going to the police. im scared for life, but this is my opportunity. my parents are gone either way, so this is my chance to survive and rebuild.
It is fantastic news. I am so glad you reached out and reported. Please take advantage of this chance to the full extent to make things better. You well deserve it. I am sending my best wish to you. Please update us whenever you can.
 
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reyonrays

reyonrays

Death brings peace, the ultimate release.
Oct 27, 2024
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I might be saved. I reported my case to institutions and tomorrow im going to the police. im scared for life, but this is my opportunity. my parents are gone either way, so this is my chance to survive and rebuild.
So happy for you and hope this will give you chance to a better and healthy life, take care of yourself!
 
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wren-briar

wrenbriar.gitlab.io
Jul 1, 2024
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I might be saved. I reported my case to institutions and tomorrow im going to the police. im scared for life, but this is my opportunity. my parents are gone either way, so this is my chance to survive and rebuild.

🤗 This is honestly the only thing that has given me even a microscopic glint of hope in so very long!!! 🤗

Please know that you have been in my thoughts, and you will definitely be in my thoughts tomorrow! 🤗

(It probably sounds weird to you, but I honestly feel like an overseas uncle -one who has never gotten to meet you, yet I've "heard" so much about you, and I just want the very best for you!)

I'm already looking forward to reading your update!
 
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