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setspiritfree

Student
Oct 19, 2025
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Does anyone know if he was successful yet? I hate that life had bought him to this point but I hope he (found) finds peace either way. If he made it I ain't gone lie, I am kind of jealous. No more worrying and no more suffering.
 
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Mocha

Mocha

(Matcha)
Mar 17, 2025
47
I wish you the best on the other side, if there is one and if you are already there.
 
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Gronwell

Member
Oct 27, 2025
10
Hope you found what we're all hoping for ❤️❤️
 
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD

WEIRDOOOXDDDD

Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
52
i hope you're blessed after you pass, much love <3
 
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58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
💜💜💜mimeiji💜💜💜
💜💜💜REST IN PEACE💜💜💜
SOCIETY IS ABOMINATION
 
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frankyjsteezy

New Member
Nov 8, 2025
2
I wonder if you succeeded. I wish I could get a hold of the SN.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
685
I missed this thread... I hope you are at peace now🕯️
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,409
I hope you are in a better place now

rest in peace 🕊️
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
333
You seemed very sweet. I hope your happy and in peace now.
 
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Oreki

Oreki

Member
Nov 25, 2025
64
I hope you're at peace and in a better place than this
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
769
Sleep well, friend 🫂
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
586
His ctb and the guy from Florida who shared his facebook and instagram accounts here, were the two ctb that stuck with me. They both seemed like a really nice human beings. Too bad they were so tormented here in this life.
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
175
…I don't know why nobody here tried to persuade them not to do it? This is really sad. I know you guys are pro-choice, but at least attempt to persuade them otherwise.
 
jsker

jsker

Member
Nov 24, 2025
15
…I don't know why nobody here tried to persuade them not to do it? This is really sad. I know you guys are pro-choice, but at least attempt to persuade them otherwise.
if they wanted to hear that they wouldn't be here, it was their choice to make and we respect it.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,188
My advice to you is to get a precise weight scale before attempting. Too much SN can result in immediate nausea and vomiting most of the SN resulting in a failed attempt, too little SN might also cause a failed attempt or death with prolonged suffering.
There was a young woman from Brazil that took too little SN (she didn't have a precise measuring scale either) and because she ingested too little SN it took more than 40-50 minutes for her to lose consciousness.
i guess that was strawberrypanic in the video ?
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
175
if they wanted to hear that they wouldn't be here, it was their choice to make and we respect it.
I still don't get how you could just sit by while another human is actively ending their lives and not at least TRY to say something. I'm not saying to pester them or force them, just to say something ONCE and see how they respond.
 
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jsker

jsker

Member
Nov 24, 2025
15
I still don't get how you could just sit by while another human is actively ending their lives and not at least TRY to say something. I'm not saying to pester them or force them, just to say something ONCE and see how they respond.
there is absolutely nothing you can say to someone when they get to this point to make them reconsider, the best you can do is accept their choice and show your support (for their agency, not their choice) in their final moments to give some comfort.
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
175
there is absolutely nothing you can say to someone when they get to this point to make them reconsider, the best you can do is accept their choice and show your support (for their agency, not their choice) in their final moments to give some comfort.
Just because it's pointless doesn't mean that you shouldn't try. Living is pointless, but everyone still tries their best.
 
AstralMadness

AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
100
…I don't know why nobody here tried to persuade them not to do it? This is really sad. I know you guys are pro-choice, but at least attempt to persuade them otherwise.
somebody else literally tried to do that and they said it was now or never since they had no money. Either way the forum is to support people's choices, not persuade them or make them feel bad about what they choose
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Specialist
Nov 12, 2025
336
I still don't get how you could just sit by while another human is actively ending their lives and not at least TRY to say something. I'm not saying to pester them or force them, just to say something ONCE and see how they respond.
It's not our place to do that.
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
175
somebody else literally tried to do that and they said it was now or never since they had no money. Either way the forum is to support people's choices, not persuade them or make them feel bad about what they choose
Oh, sorry. I didn't see that.
And, yeah. I know what I'm saying is kinda out-of-place. I guess I'm just too emotional for this, hah. I apologize and I didn't mean to offend anyone if I did.
 
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AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
100
Oh, sorry. I didn't see that.
And, yeah. I know what I'm saying is kinda out-of-place. I guess I'm just too emotional for this, hah. I apologize and I didn't mean to offend anyone if I did.
that's okay lol no worries, even if the rest don't show it we all do! just check what they were saying. the same person that asked them to reconsider was saying he had been thinking about them for the entire past day because they were unique and kept their sense of humor till the end.. Maybe not everyone tries to make people reconsider but we all do feel sad seeing these threads after all
 
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pinkydrinky

pinkydrinky

Member
Apr 4, 2024
24
i had so many emotions reading this. seemed like a kind soul. may they rest in peace. my heart feels a little heavy reading this. at the end of the day it was there choice and they seemed definitive on their decision. i just hope they're okay now and at rest
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
586
i guess that was strawberrypanic in the video ?
Yes, that was her. Judging by the color of her diluted SN, she either put too little SN or her SN was of low purity. She also didn't mix it well enough because when she drank it, there was still residue on the bottom of the bottle, further decreasing the amount of SN she ingested.
 
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srilankanbeyotch

Member
Dec 21, 2025
58
Think they were successful in doing it with SN. May you find peace ❤️
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
108
My advice to you is to get a precise weight scale before attempting. Too much SN can result in immediate nausea and vomiting most of the SN resulting in a failed attempt, too little SN might also cause a failed attempt or death with prolonged suffering.
There was a young woman from Brazil that took too little SN (she didn't have a precise measuring scale either) and because she ingested too little SN it took more than 40-50 minutes for her to lose consciousness.
If you're talking about StrawberryPanic it took more than 2 hours for her to die. They ran around searching for Methylene blue but none of the pharmacies there were stocked. There's an article on it somewhere. Said she was in agony

 
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madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
455
If you're talking about StrawberryPanic it took more than 2 hours for her to die. They ran around searching for Methylene blue but none of the pharmacies there were stocked. There's an article on it somewhere. Said she was in agony

2 hours ?! Wow wtf that's way too long to die from hypoxia that must have been terrible for her 😰

She looked like it was peaceful on video. But I guess we never know. Might look peaceful from the outside and actually feel terrible
 
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srilankanbeyotch

Member
Dec 21, 2025
58
2 hours ?! Wow wtf that's way too long to die from hypoxia that must have been terrible for her 😰

She looked like it was peaceful on video. But I guess we never know. Might look peaceful from the outside and actually feel terrible
The article mentioned she just wanted to test the effects on her, using low amount of SN and probably no antiemetic or fasting or other pills to help with the symptoms. So its bad to test injest it really and follow the protocol when youve decided to ctb.

I saw this google doc record of ctb using SN https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/1f7o4V0TWHL-0NpCvdKg3FsCbzvvQMGoADeMjqxYzrb8/mobilebasic
most of them followed protocol and seemed okay.
 

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