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hopeless08
Arcanist
- Dec 8, 2023
- 492
Hey guys I'm terrified because I'm losing the hope of finding a method, every plan I try falls apart. I'm in so much pain and so scared of having to continue to live like this, no way I can't do it. It's pure agony, I'm hurting so bad and the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that I'm going to find a way to ctb but it seemingly impossible. Now I'm opting for fentanyl overdose..I live in a country that doesn't have fentanyl but I can travel to Spain but I heard fentanyl is not common there, I can also go to New York but the problem is finding it,.. I'm sorry guys I think I already asked for help but I'm just so desperate so please please please if anyone has any suggestions and can give me an idea/ source I would be eternally grateful.