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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
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Hey guys I'm terrified because I'm losing the hope of finding a method, every plan I try falls apart. I'm in so much pain and so scared of having to continue to live like this, no way I can't do it. It's pure agony, I'm hurting so bad and the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that I'm going to find a way to ctb but it seemingly impossible. Now I'm opting for fentanyl overdose..I live in a country that doesn't have fentanyl but I can travel to Spain but I heard fentanyl is not common there, I can also go to New York but the problem is finding it,.. I'm sorry guys I think I already asked for help but I'm just so desperate so please please please if anyone has any suggestions and can give me an idea/ source I would be eternally grateful.🙏🙏🙏🙏
 
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reiII

maybe there's something more
Dec 5, 2023
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also looking into fentanyl if it makes you feel less alone- i want SN but it's been tricky
sorry this isn't the advice you're looking for yet but i think it bumps the thread ^^
 
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MeaningDork

MeaningDork

If there's a will, there's a way.
Jan 14, 2024
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Hey guys I'm terrified because I'm losing the hope of finding a method, every plan I try falls apart. I'm in so much pain and so scared of having to continue to live like this, no way I can't do it. It's pure agony, I'm hurting so bad and the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that I'm going to find a way to ctb but it seemingly impossible. Now I'm opting for fentanyl overdose..I live in a country that doesn't have fentanyl but I can travel to Spain but I heard fentanyl is not common there, I can also go to New York but the problem is finding it,.. I'm sorry guys I think I already asked for help but I'm just so desperate so please please please if anyone has any suggestions and can give me an idea/ source I would be eternally grateful.🙏🙏🙏🙏
We have a fentanyl crisis in Canada apparently. Many people (mostly the homeless) are dying from fentanyl overdoses.
 
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idontwantausername

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Jan 5, 2024
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There's tons of it in America. I wouldn't pick nyc though. Portland, Seattle, San Francisco, Denver, Houston, would all be better cities. If you put in a tiny but of effort it will find you. If I were looking for fent I'd travel to the bay area, walk into a homeless encampment, tell some homeless what you're lookin for and offer a finders fee (hell offer to buy them some too 😉,) give out your burner number, buy some fent test strips they sell them at every pharmacy on the west coast, then just sight see or wait at your hotel until your phone rings. Shouldn't take too long.
 
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Anon_3465

Anon_3465

Alles Gut..
Sep 25, 2023
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Why always just F? there is better than F which is up to 20 times stronger and you can buy it in an RC store with cryptocurrency.

You should make an important thread about that

for everyone at the top
 
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Lostman1029

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Oct 9, 2023
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Why always just F? there is better than F which is up to 20 times stronger and you can buy it in an RC store with cryptocurrency.

You should make an important thread about that

for everyone at the top
Can you explain in greater detail, please? Or PM if you do not feel comfortable.
 
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itsover090

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Feb 1, 2024
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Por que sempre apenas F? existe melhor que F que é até 20 vezes mais forte e você pode comprá-lo em uma loja RC com criptomoeda.

Você deveria criar um tópico importante sobre isso

para todos no topo
Pm?
 

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