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LittleJem

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From research so far, Fentanyl seems the most painless and deadly method. Do you agree? Are there success/failure stories you've heard of? Where can you get it? (London/UK). Thanks
 
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Kirkscoobz

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From research so far, Fentanyl seems the most painless and deadly method. Do you agree? Are there success/failure stories you've heard of? Where can you get it? (London/UK). Thanks
I would pay enough for this, I used to live in London, not to far from Shepard's Bush.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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All the literature is good but there's a weird bias against it here.
Basically, don't get found or have tolerance built up, should be fine.
 
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May 5, 2019
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It occurred to me recently that if I were to CTB with Fentanyl it could be seen as an overdose (if I didn't leave a note) so people would think I was actually an edgy secret junkie and not the depressed dweeby type that I actually am. Will still go with N I think.
 
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From research so far, Fentanyl seems the most painless and deadly method. Do you agree? Are there success/failure stories you've heard of? Where can you get it? (London/UK). Thanks

I'd definitely go for fentanyl if I had any access to it.

I've read about some failures due to the substance not being what it said on the tin. Which is the big problem with opioids and opiates - if I don't have a tried-and-true source, the odds of getting ripped off are very high.
 
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LittleJem

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I'd definitely go for fentanyl if I had any access to it.

I've read about some failures due to the substance not being what it said on the tin. Which is the big problem with opioids and opiates - if I don't have a tried-and-true source, the odds of getting ripped off are very high.
You can get test strips for it, I believe. It's so toxic you'd probably need gloves and a
mask to test it. But where to get it!
 
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blazegames

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F is my method of choice. I bought 0.1g for the first time to see if it arrives and arrived. Now I have 1g at my desk waiting for the right CTB time.
 
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ElderlyJackson32

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I attempted with four pressed Xanax over a gram of cocaine and 800mcg of fentanyl. I lived, though some one did find me. I'd make sure to take at least 3000mcg. If i could get my hands on enough fent I'd be happy as hell. Such a peaceful fallout.
 
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blazegames

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I have a source that I bought mine, but the new rules do not allow sourcing on the open forum, only on private talk.
 
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blazegames

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Just Wickr. Same profile name. If you post 5 times and go online for 24 hours, you will have access to PM.
 
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Purple777

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I have a source that I bought mine, but the new rules do not allow sourcing on the open forum, only on private talk.
Would you PM me if that's not too much trouble ?
 
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bruisedmind

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It would definitely be my first choice but from research it's basically unheard of outside North America
 
New_dawn_fades

New_dawn_fades

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Jul 16, 2019
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Any of the people based in Europe could PM me their sources? Please!
 
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waitupana

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DM me if you know of any from AU/NZ
 
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Vegetto

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I have some benzos and I'd love to OD with that and fent. I've even considered getting an endoscopy just to OD - since they use Versed and F to knock you out, I'd just take a ton of Ativan and a little booze prior to the scope and hope that the combo would be enough to do me in. Of course, there are two massive problems with that - I'd be in a hospital and they'd notice my vitals tanking, and even if I did die they'd probably blame the anesthesiologist before my note was found. I'd prefer not to screw someone else in this, even if temporarily. But I can't think of another way to get fentanyl other than through that. Anyone able to help me out? I'm in the US.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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My preferred method. Hoping to meet a cute junkie to party with for a few weeks then OD.
 
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Bardia

Bardia

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Jul 11, 2019
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My preferred method. Hoping to meet a cute junkie to party with for a few weeks then OD.
This is extraordinarily appealing to me as well. Getting actual F seems really difficult, though.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
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This is extraordinarily appealing to me as well. Getting actual F seems really difficult, though.
Fent killed more people than opioids last year, so somebody is figuring out where to get it.
 
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Bardia

Bardia

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It seems like things changed a lot since last year, what with China banning production of it.
 
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allgood

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Jul 17, 2019
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People need to be careful with this thread, asking and receiving sources via PM is still sourcing (provided that you are first asking on a post).
It would definitely be my first choice but from research it's basically unheard of outside North America
It's certainly very available in Europe, just not really on the streets, this is mostly because we still smoke #3 (base) heroin. Acetylfentanyl is still probably the most prevalent of the analogues, newer opiate compounds could even be better for CTB such as O-DSMT, Isotonitazene, Etonitazene, Pethidine analogues, viminol anas etc. which are still being produced in China.

Interesting list here:
 
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pane

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Apr 29, 2019
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Yeh you can ASK via PM. If they're asking on the discussion then surely it is not allowed?

Yes, we're not allowed to openly ask for sources on threads anymore. Has to be done via PM only.
 
TheBlackSwordsman

TheBlackSwordsman

Student
Apr 24, 2019
108
I thought it was carfentanyl(synthetic fentanyl) that was responsible for the ods? From my research seems this thing is very deadly and is near the top of my list of ways to do the deed.
 
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Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
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I thought it was carfentanyl(synthetic fentanyl) that was responsible for the ods? From my research seems this thing is very deadly and is near the top of my list of ways to do the deed.
There are alot of different analouges responsible
 
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allgood

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Jul 17, 2019
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There are alot of different analouges responsible
Carfent is actually pretty rare far as fent analogues go, even the weakest ones are perfectly capable of killing.
 
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Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
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Carfent is actually pretty rare far as fent analogues go, even the weakest ones are perfectly capable of killing.
I hope no one used that blazegames guy :/
 
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blazegames

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The source is real. I bought mine from him. I tested and got knocked out for hours. Ask for the sample if you think it's a scam.
 
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