Venting Feels Permanent

[PlasticFace]

I live in a two-story house with stairs on the front and back porch. I have barely been able to climb stairs because I tremor and trip over myself. I've been looking for more accessible housing but I can't help but feel miserable just scrolling through listings. This feels so permanent and I didn't want it to. I don't even know how to properly explain it, I'm just upset. The more I try to accommodate myself, the longer it feels like I'll live this way. I think I'll try to CTB soon just so I don't have to deal with this bullshit. So fucking tired.

 

[dyn00ss]

I'm sorry you feel that way, it's really hard to go on living when everything seems tiring and it's still the same, if ctb is what you want I hope you manage to stay in peace, get well soon :)

 

[FuneralCry]

There really does seem to be no real relief from suffering in this cruel world so of course it's very much understandable just wishing to be free from it all. But anyway, best wishes.