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dying_kwik2000

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It's funny how no one really understands wanting to kill yourself. I feel trapped by the idea of having to stay alive for the sake of my mother. But I just want to die.

You can never escape the trap. You're trapped in life and in death. I'm boxed in no matter what.

I need someone to tell me it's my choice and I'm exercising my autonomy. I need someone to give me permission to kill myself.
 
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