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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
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It almost feels like I'm dying while still alive. I feel like I'm completely falling apart; I hate this so much. Circumstances, and myself, have fucked me over big time. It sucks so much, I don't understand why I torture myself like this. I feel almost no relief.
 
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minoumyheart

minoumyheart

oh so sweet
Sep 22, 2023
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im sorry youre suffering so badly. <3
 
minoumyheart

minoumyheart

oh so sweet
Sep 22, 2023
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It's alright. Could be worse for someone in my seat but it's still just awful. Thank you.
ur experience is still valuable whether it could be worse or not. you arent unheard or irrelevant just because you arent the worst case. your experience matters
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be dreadful being trapped in that situation but anyway best wishes, it's awful how there's so much suffering in existing.
 
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