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Venting Fears of death

Shuaibyy

Shuaibyy

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Apr 18, 2026
5
I've been planning to ctb for a while, but my main issue with it is the fact that I am terrified of nothingness. I'm not a religious person, and the thought of never having any senses ever again scares me. I can't fathom what nothingness is like and I don't want it to be nothing. I really hope that when I do ctb, there will be something there for me. Could someone possibly help me with this fear? Like, just, I don't know, talk me through what you think happens after. I hate being this afraid all the time.
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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Being scared of death is normal, tho I wouldn't be scared of nothingness
If we are taking away religious beliefs such as hell and heaven (I doubt heaven and hell exists tho it's something I'm scared of despite being atheist) i think the idea of being in the same state i was before being born sounds kinda calming, I like the thought of nothingness
May I ask what makes you scared of that? Do you think it was scary before you were born? 🤔
 
Shuaibyy

Shuaibyy

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Apr 18, 2026
5
DivineBreadEnjoyer said:
Being scared of death is normal, tho I wouldn't be scared of nothingness
If we are taking away religious beliefs such as hell and heaven (I doubt heaven and hell exists tho it's something I'm scared of despite being atheist) i think the idea of being in the same state i was before being born sounds kinda calming, I like the thought of nothingness
May I ask what makes you scared of that? Do you think it was scary before you were born? 🤔
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It scares me because I can't fathom it. I'm so used to feeling, hearing, seeing, smelling, and doing things, that I can't imagine not having any of that at all.
 
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Shuaibyy said:
It scares me because I can't fathom it. I'm so used to feeling, hearing, seeing, smelling, and doing things, that I can't imagine not having any of that at all.
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You should take some time to think about it then, until you're very sure
 
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