Fear of my family finding out that I'm going to try to kill myself

[zukeravi]

Recently I vented to a girl from my church who accompanies me that I wanted to die and that I can only think about it all the time. She knows I already tried to kill myself in 2023, but at first everything was fine. Then today she started freaking out saying that she's going to tell my family (I live with my parents) that I keep saying and posting that I'm going to kill myself, that she's worried, etc. And honestly, I don't know what will become of my life if my family finds out.

You really can't trust people to tell you anything these days. How sad....

 

[Ramin]

Try telling her you thought a little bit more about it and then you changed your mind. Try giving her the impression that you have plans for the future by, for example, saying you would be happy to have her by your side if you need help with anything, and then ask her if she can do the favor of not making your parents concerned. Maybe this can work.