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idkanymore26

idkanymore26

l never had the chance to go to school either.
Aug 12, 2026
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This is my first thread, i guess im just curious if anyone else has experienced something similar. I yearn for success so bad, and I am honestly fairly close, but the feeling if i were to fail is so unbearable i couldnt live. Its just so scary to me i guess.
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Ghost of relationships past
Jun 28, 2026
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I can empathize. It has caused me to completely shut down.

If rooting for you helps, I will cheer you on from my side of the internet.
 
LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
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Everyone fears failure, but you can't let it control you. Ironically, being so afraid of failing can make you too scared to even try, and in the end, you might fail simply because you were too afraid to move forward.
 
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idkanymore26

idkanymore26

l never had the chance to go to school either.
Aug 12, 2026
6
I can empathize. It has caused me to completely shut down.

If rooting for you helps, I will cheer you on from my side of the internet.
thank you man, its never over bro dont give up
Everyone fears failure, but you can't let it control you. Ironically, being so afraid of failing can make you too scared to even try, and in the end, you might fail simply because you were too afraid to move forward.
im at the point where i have sacrificed everything, so i have no choice but to succeed or be homeless. however, its looking bright for me. but that fear still nags at me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, it's just so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture in this dreadful, painful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, the fact that peaceful, guaranteed ways to cease existing are made inaccessible is such terrible extreme cruelty to me, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully and never exist again, I hope you find peace.
 
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