Fuck living, all this pain can't be fixed till I'm dead. Don't want to live, why am I not given a way out, now I gotta start finding ways. Fuck life, its torture.
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Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
I feel the same way, totally agree. Hope you can find peace somehow some way.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,329
I understand your feelings. I've never seen existing as being worth it in any way, I mean how could it ever be. There is no value and benefit to endlessly suffering just to deteriorate and die anyway. Life is such an useless concept, it serves no purpose and there is nothing to be gained from it. I've never seen the reason why I should endure this burden that is existence when instead I could already be gone. Continuing to exist is just delaying the inevitable anyway.
But yes, existing is so torturous and it's made worse for us by the fact that we have to struggle to such a great extent to leave this existence behind. It's insane to me, and so unnecessary making something so normal and expected as dying to be so difficult. I've always despised being here and if it was much more straightforward to leave I would certainly be already gone. At least for me the only relief could ever be in permanently being free from this world because as long as I exist I will suffer in some way.
actual_fox
Arcanist
- Sep 15, 2022
- 469
I try to think about It unemotionally, and I agree with you. I think world sucks and we are in a bad place. Me no like It.
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,649
torture all the way into the very endLast edited:Similar threads
