CTBookOfLife

CTBookOfLife

ᴶᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ˢʰᵉˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ
Aug 5, 2023
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Had this thought while adding a bunch of songs to the "CTB Version" of my "Unofficial SS Spotify Playlist.." (linked in my bio)

...what are your favorite CTB-related songs?

Mine are definitely Bullet by Hollywood Undead (I have a vivid memory of humming it as I traced my fingers along the white walls of the mental hospital as a child), and anything by Twenty One Pilots or My Chemical Romance!

Ah, the memories..
 
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didntmeantohauntyou

didntmeantohauntyou

Sorry4dying
Aug 23, 2023
40
My username is actually the name of an album its called "I didnt mean to haunt you" by Quadeca and basically its an entire album telling the story of a guy that ctb but his spirit haunts the place where his urn is. So basically he's just wandering around his childhood home where his mother lives and is dealing with his grief knowing that the afterlife is just more lonely and watching his mother grieve with his death in a way that he thinks isnt "good enough" for him, at one point he threatens to carbon monixide poison her by slightly turning the stove on.

It's also incredibly composed like Quadeca is an incredible musician and he produced the entire thing by himself. Very alternative sounding so if youre like a metal head this might not be for you. It's really underrated and it isnt going to be everyone's cup of tea because of how deep and metaphorical everything is but if anybody is interested please please check it out its my favorite album of all time.

Also maybe message me with your thoughts if you want
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
757
Join me in death - HIM
 
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Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
When I CTB I'm gonna listening to: "Knockin' On Heaven's Door by Guns N' Roses"

And hopefully the door 🚪 opens! 🙏🏻😇
 
AntHills

AntHills

Degenerate
Aug 31, 2022
71
Digital Bath by Deftones is about murder by throwing a radio in the bathtub (I'm pretty sure), but it's something I think most people can vibe with.

Cattle Decapitation is a death metal band that has entire songs, and more recently, entire albums about how the human condition is basically a hedonistic cycle of self-inflicted suffering, and anybody who doesn't want to take part in our inevitable extinction should commit suicide because that is our only salvation.
 
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MrSpaghetti

MrSpaghetti

Shoot me straight like whisky
Aug 22, 2023
19
Oh man there's a good amount for me, useing again - Benjamin Todd, another mans grave - amigo the devil, this is the end - the ghost of Paul Revere, clever- beartooth, just to name a few.
 
RedLightMoments

RedLightMoments

Member
Aug 24, 2023
18
Bladee-Eversince Album
 
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Sheepgobaa

Sheepgobaa

Member
Aug 23, 2023
9
Suicide note by pantera, of walking abortion by the manic street preachers and I hate myself and want to die by nirvana
 
MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

Mage
May 29, 2023
563
Suicide is painless -Johnny Mandel
 
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Teleftaía Anapnoí

Teleftaía Anapnoí

δεν υπάρχει μέλλον
Jul 6, 2023
127
Suicide Song - Yonlu

Dying Song - John Frusciante
 
Takamagahara

Takamagahara

Seeker Of Heaven
Aug 8, 2023
142
It's not necessarily a song about CTB, but, there's an internet personality I was a fan of (Reckful) who jumped out of his window and this was the last song he listened to while he apparently mused over a failed relationship that was his breaking point. So that's the song I think of now with CTB.

Flight Facilities - Clair de Lune
 
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zanahori

zanahori

Member
Jul 21, 2023
52
[nashimoto-p]

living different

that kind of future

repeat

epilogue

-

[siinamota]

healthy end

alive conscious

not even allowed to get old

goodbye everyone

i am

-

[soft girl]

die anywhere else

weird autumn

-

[nilfruits]

for dear life

bouquet garni

ameri

heaven dope

haruni

-

[death grips]

on gp

up my sleeves

inanimate sensation

-

[abu-se-ken]

christ

dogdog

iesu

ikill

God, please () me, a monster.

Want to be cremated

-

[jack stauber]

on

pressed flowers

mindsight

summer sickness

dinner is over

baby hotline

-

[black dresses]

just listen to all of their songs

-

[pepoyo]

[±0]


拝啓 ♪初音ミク

-

[bo en]

my time

-

[vylet pony]

imitation game

isometrica

37.6486° N, 122.4296° W [SEABOUND]

-

[miracle musical]

the mind electric

labyrinth

-

[francis vace]

eternal

I wasn't planning to write this list, I don't like people, nobody in general, I don't like to share my favorite things either. I don't know how to explain it. Whatever, it doesn't matter. If it can mean something, change something in someone's life then I will leave it here. Sorry if I did something wrong or stupid.
 
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BredInTheDark

Member
Jun 1, 2023
5
I'm ok - Call Me Karizma

listen before I go - Billie Eilish

Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Paisley
 
CTBookOfLife

CTBookOfLife

ᴶᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ˢʰᵉˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ
Aug 5, 2023
150
[nashimoto-p]

living different

that kind of future

repeat

epilogue

-

[siinamota]

healthy end

alive conscious

not even allowed to get old

goodbye everyone

i am

-

[soft girl]

die anywhere else

weird autumn

-

[nilfruits]

for dear life

bouquet garni

ameri

heaven dope

haruni

-

[death grips]

on gp

up my sleeves

inanimate sensation

-

[abu-se-ken]

christ

dogdog

iesu

ikill

God, please () me, a monster.

Want to be cremated

-

[jack stauber]

on

pressed flowers

mindsight

summer sickness

dinner is over

baby hotline

-

[black dresses]

just listen to all of their songs

-

[pepoyo]

[±0]


拝啓 ♪初音ミク

-

[bo en]

my time

-

[vylet pony]

imitation game

isometrica

37.6486° N, 122.4296° W [SEABOUND]

-

[miracle musical]

the mind electric

labyrinth

-

[francis vace]

eternal

I wasn't planning to write this list, I don't like people, nobody in general, I don't like to share my favorite things either. I don't know how to explain it. Whatever, it doesn't matter. If it can mean something, change something in someone's life then I will leave it here. Sorry if I did something wrong or stupid.
LOVE Miracle Musical and especially Jack Stauber!! I bet we'd share some good songs in common tbh!

Thanks for sharing, even if you don't typically like sharing or people (I understand), this made me happy to read.
You didn't do anything wrong or stupid! Have a great day!
I'm ok - Call Me Karizma

listen before I go - Billie Eilish

Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Paisley
Whiskey Lullaby good af
 
R

rustinpeacepolaris

Student
Apr 28, 2023
170
goodbye by sewerslvt
suicide note by pantera
 
K

kionu09

Member
Jun 3, 2023
52
Adam's Song- blink182
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
165
i'm getting on the bus to the other world, see ya by tuyu.
 
cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
841
suicide - soft play (previously called slaves)
 
HeyJoe

HeyJoe

Member
Apr 16, 2021
11
Steven Wilson - Happy Returns
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,195
don't know the song you posted. coulda sworn it was the hendrix song based on your pic and your name. hey joe where you going with that gun in your hand...
 
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HeyJoe

HeyJoe

Member
Apr 16, 2021
11
hey friend, no its not related with hendrix hehe, its from 2016, the singer is the vocalist of porcupine tree, modern progressive soft rock, ill post the link:

 
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Ligottian

Elementalist
Dec 19, 2021
833
Alone Again (Naturally), by Gilbert O'Sullivan. From way back in 1972. Was a big hit in the US.
 
FallenDown

FallenDown

Waiting for something…?
Aug 26, 2023
15
Had this thought while adding a bunch of songs to the "CTB Version" of my "Unofficial SS Spotify Playlist.." (linked in my bio)

...what are your favorite CTB-related songs?

Mine are definitely Bullet by Hollywood Undead (I have a vivid memory of humming it as I traced my fingers along the white walls of the mental hospital as a child), and anything by Twenty One Pilots or My Chemical Romance!

Ah, the memories..
Baby hotline by jack stauber and fighter by jack stauber. Making a vent playlist that a might put on YT rn 😁
 
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CTBookOfLife

CTBookOfLife

ᴶᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ˢʰᵉˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ
Aug 5, 2023
150
Had this thought while adding a bunch of songs to the "CTB Version" of my "Unofficial SS Spotify Playlist.." (linked in my bio)
So, until I can find out how to authorize people to add songs to add to the playlists (it seems to be a problem with the browser), here's a thread to put all of your suggestions!

 
compositionheart

compositionheart

Member
Sep 12, 2023
7


I think the song can be interpreted in many ways, but for me, this is hands down my favourite CTB song
 
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d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
Apr 15, 2023
242
Its not much but Today by The Smashing Pumpkins
 

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