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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
63
Trying to get a lay of my options but I'm p sure I have to attempt very soon. I have a bridge near my house that drips into water that's 30 meters high (100ft). Would that be a lethal drop? If not immidrately, would it be enough to drown me after I almost certainly break my legs and arms? Im super super desperate.
 
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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
63
I'm more certain about this method than I ever was. I'll attempt in 10 or 11 hours. I'll try to fall into the water arms open hopefully on my face and chest to knock myself out immideately.
 
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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
63
Maybe I'll wait another day. I'm not planning on writing a note to my family just might have to wait until a slightly more opportune moment to make 100% sure I'm successful.
 
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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
63
No. It's today. I've waited long enough. I'll steal my dad's car if I need to just to drive over to the bridge. I've written a note for my parents. That's it. I have to go through with this. There's no other option.
 
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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
63
I was too cowardly. I thought I'll do it later. My dad found out that I stole his car. He got super mad and took the door to my room. I feel like my last shred of dignity is completely gone. It's gotta be today.
 
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the examined life is miserable
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I don't have chat unlocked yet friend, sorry
 
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