Failed to die (SN) but taking lessons and improving the plan

[Jarni]

I guess I romanticized my suicide plan a bit too much, since I like physics and it would be wonderful to end my life after invoking some physics. (Originally planned to jump, which is all physics to my eyes, but after a year of trying, I still couldn't do it.) But physics now rejected me, and death rejected my physics. So I'll just do a normal scale and give up being able to die together with physics.

It was not a density based drink. It was still based on weight, but I got to weight through volume and density.
I need around 17 g for my body weight. SN density is around 2.17 g/cm3. So 8 cm3 or ml should be around the correct volume for the needed weight.
I don't know what went wrong with that calculation. I guess it'll be the last puzzle I'll try to solve before I try to kill myself again.

I saw two blue spots on my fingers, didn't check my toes, and felt a bit dizzy for the whole day after taking it. That was all the effects I felt I think.

It is interesting for physics... I like the idea in general... Sorry that it went wrong... At least you are OK now, without damages.

And did you feel some shortness of breath or difficulties to breath?

Thank you for sharing your experience.

 

[NotEnoughIncentive]

And did you feel some shortness of breath or difficulties to breath?

No, I didn't.

Now I feel tired for the whole day though, but I think that might be more psychological effects than because of SN itself since I didn't drink that much.

 

[lilin]

I highly recommend benzocaine lozenges to numb your mouth and throat.

I've tried this after ingesting 20g of regular salt. Unfortunately it just makes things worse.

Have you tested benzocaine with regular salt?