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Einarfjzx

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May 28, 2022
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On 17th march i attempted i did what stan and pph said 12 hours of fasting liquid only, around 20g of sn into 40 ml of water and some anti emetics (Ondansetron) then a whole tablet of alprazolam crushed into water it was going smoothly no pain only some puking and bad taste but it was going really well until my grandma checkup on me she saw me with a bed full of puke, half conscious and alerted my parents, the doctors said that if i arrived a little more late i would be dead, but i guess death doesnt want me, now im stuck in ICU for 3 days
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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Sorry for what you had to go through but glad there was no pain. With SN you should only do it somewhere where you won't be found for at least 4 hours. Will you have to go to psych ward?
 
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Einarfjzx

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May 28, 2022
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Thankfully its up to my parents Which i can easily convince and not up to the hospital so no.
 
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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
Experiencing any lasting negative physical effects?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
33,350
To me, it sounds so horrific failing ctb, that is exactly what I fear and it sounds like it would be awful ending up back in this world after trying to leave it. I think that this is why it's for the best to ctb where there the person would be left alone for a significant amount of time so that they don't end up being "saved". But anyway, I wish you the best.
 
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Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
242
how quickly could you pass out? Have you seen sn action like blue fingers/lips and gray face? Does SN taste worse than sea water?
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
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I'm sorry it didn't work out for you and hope you're not in too much pain/discomfort.

I also apologize in advance for I'm about to pester you with questions, but I feel like they need to be asked for science.

1) Did you follow @littlelady774's formula to determine how much SN you should have?
The LD50 is 180mg per kg body weight. LD50 is the amount of a material, given all at once, which causes the death of 50% (one half) of a group of test animals.
In other words, those test animals had a 50% chance of dying at the given dose.

To make it 100%, we would do:
180 x 2 x body weight in kg

At your weight (70kg) you would've needed exactly 25 grams of SN for ~ 100% chance of ctb.

At 70 kg, If you only took about 10 grams of SN, you only had about a 40% chance of ctb.

Hope that clears things up for you
Also while I'm asking, do you know roughly how much you weigh?
2) Did you take a second glass after vomiting out the first one?
3) Do you have any rough idea of when your grandma found you after taking the SN? (Don't worry if you can't remember or figure it out, the first 2 questions are more important than the 3rd one)
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
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Sorry about that , missing the escape from this world is what i fear the most, i live alone so i could do it easily in my own bed but i fear SI and that i call an ambulance so that's why i will do it deep in the northern Canada forest, no chance of being found or rescued there. Even if by chance a hiker or hunter find me , good luck bringing me back in a hospital in time to save me.
 
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Einarfjzx

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May 28, 2022
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I'm sorry it didn't work out for you and hope you're not in too much pain/discomfort.

I also apologize in advance for I'm about to pester you with questions, but I feel like they need to be asked for science.

1) Did you follow @littlelady774's formula to determine how much SN you should have?

Also while I'm asking, do you know roughly how much you weigh?
2) Did you take a second glass after vomiting out the first one?
3) Do you have any rough idea of when your grandma found you after taking the SN? (Don't worry if you can't remember or figure it out, the first 2 questions are more important than the 3rd one)
i followed these
2- i couldnt even move to take a second glass(and it tasted so bad so i couldnt)
3-i cant remember honestly but it was quick
 

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Sparx

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2- i couldnt even move to take a second glass(and it tasted so bad so i couldnt)
Did you feel paralysis? That would be scary. Did you feel other symptoms like racing heart, heavy limbs or any senastion of panic? I might have to go the SN route if all else fails.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
921
i followed these
2- i couldnt even move to take a second glass(and it tasted so bad so i couldnt)
3-i cant remember honestly but it was quick
If you got that table from me, I want to say I'm terribly sorry. It turned out that table was not very reliable after comparing it to what the PPeH recommends and @littlelady774's formula.

I guess if your nan found out that quickly, I don't think it would have mattered even if you took the right amount and took a second glass after vomiting. As others have said, you'd ideally want at least 4 hours to yourself, as that's the longest I've heard it can take to CTB off of SN.
 
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Einarfjzx

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May 28, 2022
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Did you feel paralysis? That would be scary. Did you feel other symptoms like racing heart, heavy limbs or any senastion of panic? I might have to go the SN route if all else fails.
i felt racing heart but thats about it, after i puked i fell half concious
 

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