
minkymomo
questioning
- Aug 3, 2020
- 17
recently i overdosed on about 1200 mg of trazodone because partial and full suspension hanging both failed me, my carotid arteries are too deep in my neck to be restricted properly so i unfortunately couldn't pass out
my ex boyfriend managed to convince me to be hospitalized and i was brought in with very low blood pressure and a heart rate of around 35 bpm and was on the brink of passing out and slipping into a coma
i had my stomach pumped, charcoal fed to me etc the usual and was in psych ward for 3~ days
i lied my way out to attempt again, im considering jumping this time. theres a pretty high parking garage with straight concrete below it about 10 mins from my house, theres already been one suicide there and i was wondering if theres any specific tips for jumping? i really dont wanna survive if i do it, im about 5'2"/158 cm tall so would me being short have any affect on the height id need?
my ex boyfriend managed to convince me to be hospitalized and i was brought in with very low blood pressure and a heart rate of around 35 bpm and was on the brink of passing out and slipping into a coma
i had my stomach pumped, charcoal fed to me etc the usual and was in psych ward for 3~ days
i lied my way out to attempt again, im considering jumping this time. theres a pretty high parking garage with straight concrete below it about 10 mins from my house, theres already been one suicide there and i was wondering if theres any specific tips for jumping? i really dont wanna survive if i do it, im about 5'2"/158 cm tall so would me being short have any affect on the height id need?