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minkymomo

minkymomo

questioning
Aug 3, 2020
17
recently i overdosed on about 1200 mg of trazodone because partial and full suspension hanging both failed me, my carotid arteries are too deep in my neck to be restricted properly so i unfortunately couldn't pass out
my ex boyfriend managed to convince me to be hospitalized and i was brought in with very low blood pressure and a heart rate of around 35 bpm and was on the brink of passing out and slipping into a coma
i had my stomach pumped, charcoal fed to me etc the usual and was in psych ward for 3~ days
i lied my way out to attempt again, im considering jumping this time. theres a pretty high parking garage with straight concrete below it about 10 mins from my house, theres already been one suicide there and i was wondering if theres any specific tips for jumping? i really dont wanna survive if i do it, im about 5'2"/158 cm tall so would me being short have any affect on the height id need?
 
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Genx

Member
Apr 2, 2023
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recently i overdosed on about 1200 mg of trazodone because partial and full suspension hanging both failed me, my carotid arteries are too deep in my neck to be restricted properly so i unfortunately couldn't pass out
my ex boyfriend managed to convince me to be hospitalized and i was brought in with very low blood pressure and a heart rate of around 35 bpm and was on the brink of passing out and slipping into a coma
i had my stomach pumped, charcoal fed to me etc the usual and was in psych ward for 3~ days
i lied my way out to attempt again, im considering jumping this time. theres a pretty high parking garage with straight concrete below it about 10 mins from my house, theres already been one suicide there and i was wondering if theres any specific tips for jumping? i really dont wanna survive if i do it, im about 5'2"/158 cm tall so would me being short have any affect on the height id need?
I think anything over 10 metres is deadly. if you land on your head, you will die.
 
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Blackroom_57

Student
Dec 25, 2021
157
How did you fail full suspension?
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am looking into that option as well. What if for some reason I don't land on my head and hit the concrete with the back or front of the body?
 
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galintra90

Member
Apr 4, 2023
15
I am looking into that option as well. What if for some reason I don't land on my head and hit the concrete with the back or front of the body?
I think 30 meters is at least necessary from what I have read.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
recently i overdosed on about 1200 mg of trazodone
No wonder that didn't work. Antidresspant ODs very rarely ever succeed, they're just too unreliable to CTB on.

If you want drugs more reliable for CTBing on, you need to start looking into drugs like opioids and barbiturates. And unless if you manage to get your hands on a very powerful opioid like Fentanyl or Protonitazene, your drug cocktail will likely need to be 10g+ for any decent chance of success.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,477
This thread is from 2020 and the OP hasn't been seen on the forum since then so I don't think that there is much point to giving them advice and asking questions.
 
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Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
This thread is from 2020 and the OP hasn't been seen on the forum since then so I don't think that there is much point to giving them advice and asking questions.
Dammit I didn't notice that. I hate it when people reply to years old topics like these ones. >____<
 
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