apooka
meow
- Dec 28, 2025
- 40
hi! about a month ago i attempted ligature strangulation. it was a bit impulsive, i didnt even have a note ready. the first time around it was more of a practice ig? and the second and third time around i tried to just do the knots as fast and as tight as possible. with my second and third attempt i started to feel a bit, not dizzy but like idek how to explain it just like disoriented and maybe faint? my second attempt also proved to have no results. with my third attempt i waited a minute or two and then just tried to sleep, in the hopes that i just wouldnt wake up. but alas, i awoke to a call from my boyfriend about 15 minutes later. i think if id done the method successfully i wouldve been completely blacked out by then?
i don't really understand what i did wrong? i tried to follow instructions as closely as possible according to (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...on-with-working-dropbox-extra-details.192152/) i used a string that was about a flat shoelace width and i tried to tie it as close to my jaw as possible. my only thought is that i still need to just do it tighter and faster.
am a bit worried about the whole brain damage bit tho. might avoid this method now, just bc i dont wanna try it another 3x and end up worse than i alr am x.x
i don't really understand what i did wrong? i tried to follow instructions as closely as possible according to (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...on-with-working-dropbox-extra-details.192152/) i used a string that was about a flat shoelace width and i tried to tie it as close to my jaw as possible. my only thought is that i still need to just do it tighter and faster.
am a bit worried about the whole brain damage bit tho. might avoid this method now, just bc i dont wanna try it another 3x and end up worse than i alr am x.x
