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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
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i feel so stupid over it, i messaged my friends letting them know this is it because i genuinely thought this would be it, i got all dressed up, did final goodbyes, just to fail because i couldn't deal with the feeling, next time i attempt i'm not telling anyone, im just gonna do it, this shit so embarrassing
 
DeadMeat123

DeadMeat123

Member
Jul 10, 2026
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I don't know which messaging apps you use but you can time a message and cancel it if you don't want to proceed
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
i also try to "live every day like it's my last", so to speak, by just being okay with dying by my own hand at any time. this approach makes me feel less bad about failing to die on X or Y date
 
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