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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
113
Title. Feel free to explain as much or as little as you want. I'll start :3

My PFP is a Sewerslvt album cover. I chose it because I feel it best represents how I feel inside. Cold, afraid, vulnerable, etc.
My username is based on my fursona. Subtle enough that no one could look up my info and find me, but anyone that already knows me outside SaSu would know instantly. So far this hasnt happened, though I feel like I know people who would frequent SaSu.
Lastly is my status. "My heart for the whole world." As a person who is hyper empathetic, I find love for every person I come across as a human. I care for every person I know <3
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,411
I stumbled upon the pfp while I was looking for something for my fantasy thread,
I like the colors,
and I feel as if I have already been lying in a grave for a long time,
that is also the reason for my username,
I am trapped in eternal cold and darkness
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
420
Current pfp is of Suigintou from Rozen Maiden.
Profile wallpaper is some fanart of the game Alter Ego.
Username doesn't have much meaning behind it, spite is just a word I like the sound of, so I chose it.
My custom title is straight to the point - I really just don't like this world.
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Member
May 5, 2026
8
Zwart hartje means "little black heart" in Dutch. The heart picture is AI generated, and I photoshopped a real photo of one of my beloved nutrias into the heart, I had named him Hartje, and his fur was black (zwart). He was my little black heart. He and the others were murdered over 3 years ago.

- I do like this world, but minus humanity. Humanity is a cancer to the Earth. But without humanity it could be beautiful.
 
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lotus.dead

lotus.dead

I just want to be an angel...
May 4, 2026
26
my username lotus.dead relates a lot because lotus translated to another language is close to my real name, and it resembles resilience and growth, growing from the murky water into a beautiful flower.

everyday i hope to finally take my last breath and become an angel in the afterlife, filled with neverending happiness. i hope that time would come really soon.
 
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certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
123
My pfp is from the song LOST MEDIA by MonochroMenece. I feel like it really represents my feelings and my relationship with life. All my favorite songs are about suicide and trauma lol

You look me in the eyes and tell me pretty lies, like that'll make me try, but i've made up my mind
Stop telling me lies, I've made up my mind, I've made up my mind, I've made up my mind, leave me behind!


 
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Yknot

Yknot

“The heart will break - yet brokenly live on”
May 6, 2026
8
My pfp is the bear that my son post mortem sent us with flowers for our wedding anniversary. He ordered it three days before he ctb'd and it was delivered 4 days after he died, with a sorry note 😢
 
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Jadotine

Jadotine

Clockwork Clown
Dec 28, 2025
76
My PFP is an anime character who is initially depicted as selfish because she was an outcast and eventually sacrifices herself for a friend so that she doesn't feel alone in the afterlife (they both die)

Username comes from a math teacher I had from middle school, he had helped me a lot with self esteem and family issues so I basically considered him like a foster dad.

Clockwork clown is because all I do is mask everyday and play "happy" for the people around me
My pfp is from the song LOST MEDIA by MonochroMenece. I feel like it really represents my feelings and my relationship with life. All my favorite songs are about suicide and trauma lol

You look me in the eyes and tell me pretty lies, like that'll make me try, but i've made up my mind
Stop telling me lies, I've made up my mind, I've made up my mind, I've made up my mind, leave me behind!



Ah a fellow Vocaloid fan!
And the whole aesthetic feels a lot like a game Needy Girl Overdose... I love your PFP :)
 
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