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MediumRareChicken

Member
Oct 28, 2025
36
I always see posts here where people discuss having bought Nembutal / Pentobarbital. I am curious what people's experiences have been with procuring it.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
Arduous and expensive
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
Oh no. Just what I heard from others
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,158
Becoming a vet is the best option - or marry a vet...
 
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MediumRareChicken

Member
Oct 28, 2025
36
Becoming a vet is the best option - or marry a vet...
It is not the most feasible or realistic thing, though. I am curious as to if it could be bought at agrovet shops in Latin America over the table.
 
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Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
95
I was actively planning a Mexico trip having read two editions of PPeH but now, hearing reports from people living in Latin/South America and still having no success, my hopes are dying. I might have to go with the nighty night method after all, unless I magically obtain it or learn to synthesize it myself... I wish I had discovered the forum a few years ago.
 
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diagon24

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Nov 30, 2025
40
Is it still possible to get in some cities in Peru outside of Lima/Cusco?
 
broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Wander till you find your place
Aug 21, 2024
198
I was planning to take some weeks and go looking for some, but at this point my physical/mental health are not super predictable . . . and it's sounds like it's not very easy to get these days. Maybe some places if you can speak the local language and not come off as trying to acquire it for other than it's intended purpose . . . you might luck out. There have been alot of posts here about this. Everyone wants it, incredibly hard to get. And if someone does it's better they don't reveal the source to risk burning them and causing potential legal trouble.
 
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SpanishLullaby

Last rodeo w SaSu. Higher endeavors are calling.✌️
May 26, 2019
595
Not easy, but not as hard as you think. As long as you have money and can take a trip somewhere.
 
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boredout

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Aug 29, 2025
34
I wish I had discovered the forum a few years ago.
Yeah me too. Just half a year late since the most successful haul. When there were reports of a forum that shared suicide tips, i searched hard for it until i stumbled upon it somehow on Google.
 

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