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UmbraDweller

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Sep 15, 2023
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Just the fact that this life thing exists is creeping me out. All of this is so absurd. Everything, everyone, the entirety of my own self.

There's no answers to the most basic possible questions. What is this, where are we, why are we. Everyone just goes on with life meanwhile there's no destination nor explanation, as if it's no concern.

Trapped here against my will. Inside of a killing machine, to feed on other killing machines. Powered by suffering, created by who knows what, unlikely for any good intention.
 
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worthIess

worthIess

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Dec 7, 2023
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same this is fucking terrible
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, the existence of life truly is the most terrible and horrific tragedy. Under no circumstances would I have ever chosen to exist as a conscious being enslaved in a decaying flesh prison with the ability to suffer to such extreme amounts. I see existence as completely meaningless and pointless with no deeper meaning or purpose behind it, it's just an abomination that causes nothing but harm and endless amounts of unnecessary suffering.
 
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