exiled
i gave so many signs
- Jun 17, 2023
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I don't have the words to explain my situation or how deeply the pain runs. I am at work right now in a complete psychotic breakdown. I cannot compose myself. I absolutely do not feel like I will make it. I need help. Please. Someone please help me die. I don't want this anymore. I don't want to do this life thing anymore. Someone make it stop it's literally excruciating millisecond after millisecond. The agony is unbearable my body aches in severe physical ways, my chest feels hollow, each breath feels painful. Like I'm somehow drowning further with each breath, and my eyes feel so heavy. It stings. It stings to be alive. It stings to breathe. Each breath in literally feels like a bee's hive being released in my lungs.
I'm broken. I'm lost. Please. Someone. Pray for me.
I'm broken. I'm lost. Please. Someone. Pray for me.