everytime i fix a problem, god is like "HEY FUCK YOU! HERE'S TWO EXTRA PROBLEMS"

[xXSufferingXx]

it's the story of my motherfucking life... since as far as i can remember.

every single time i really pull myself by the bootstraps to go out my way to fix something,
and I DID FIX IT...
... immediately it's followed by ten extra problems.

it's like taking your car to get washed and as soon as you drive out from the carwash with a clean car;
a septic tank truck sprays shit on your car and covers it in shit.

and it's not every once in a while.
it's to the point that i don't bother fixing problems because i know for a god damn fact that it will only make things even WORSE.

needless to say; it's extremely de-motivating and not exactly something that makes me fucking think:
"oh boy, do i love this world!"

more like "i can't wait to escape this fucking prison"

 

[Ben 111]

god is the devil

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

it's the story of my motherfucking life... since as far as i can remember.

every single time i really pull myself by the bootstraps to go out my way to fix something,
and I DID FIX IT...
... immediately it's followed by ten extra problems.

it's like taking your car to get washed and as soon as you drive out from the carwash with a clean car;
a septic tank truck sprays shit on your car and covers it in shit.

and it's not every once in a while.
it's to the point that i don't bother fixing problems because i know for a god damn fact that it will only make things even WORSE.

needless to say; it's extremely de-motivating and not exactly something that makes me fucking think:
"oh boy, do i love this world!"

more like "i can't wait to escape this fucking prison"

yeah.what world are these prolifers and normies living in?

all the time more problems and suffering

and they don't get it it. if random bad things happen all the time how are we safe from something so horrible happening to you that's it's a nightmare a trillion times worse than one can imagine? no one is safe

eternal Non-existence is the only guarantee of avoiding pain or a hell a billion times more terrible than one can imagine trapping you

 

[thousandislandstare]

This is extremely relatable... I've found it impossible to actually begin living life because of the growing backlog of things to deal with and I don't know how anyone tolerates this.

 

[plskilme]

That's life for ya...

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, in Judaism there's no separate evil character with its own free will, just G-d gets a bug up His ass or doesn't understand how to work with what He's made / is susceptible to mental masturbation (Job) sometimes.

Anyway, spent my life in service to my father who was somehow more susceptible to the churchy narrative (because actually doing Judaism basically requires giving yourself a law degree in Judaism to know what it even is) and while that life wasn't all that perfect and there were burbles of that lifelong wrestling with problems thing, after he passed on in a cloud of what everyone then complained about as Boomer narcissism/willingness to see the world end with him/susceptibility to his political party's Chr_stian Nationalist agenda enough he might've sacrificed himself for it if not terminally ill anyway, everything y'all are complaining about went up way past 11, somehow loosely consistent with the vaguely Torah idea that feminism dooms humanity to toil, and mom survived him and while denying it somehow can only take actions that enrich her Pope even if otherwise harming everyone around her.

It's somewhat calmed down once I started actually doing Judaism rather than joking about how difficult that would be, though that's not financially sustainable without a miracle that has not occurred yet.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

This is extremely relatable... I've found it impossible to actually begin living life because of the growing backlog of things to deal with and I don't know how anyone tolerates this.

imo the ones that tolerate all this hell r heavily programmed

 

[korchoi]

That's right. Just when one problem gets solved, another one pops up. It feels like the world is telling me to just die.

 

[Manfrotto99]

I so relate - like a flock of birds comes and target just your car and do a great big shit all over it every single time you make an effort to clean up - why bother

 

[letsnotmakeittoo22]

One step forward five steps back. I feel your pain and wish you the best :(