Everything is so unnecessarily hard

[LastBitOfJoy]

Everything is so unnecessarily hard. It's hard to make friends, It's hard to maintain them also, and it's unbelievably hard to find a job.

The effort that life requires from you and what it gives you are very far away. I'm in a third world country and in a economic crisis, I have to work all my life just to survive, I can't even get a house or a car with my salary in the future.

I have also depression and depersonalization which makes my life hell.

In my position, it's the logical thing to ctb. It's what should be done. I can't compete with life around me anymore.

 

[Adûnâi]

It's difficult for me to shave, so painful and idiotic.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly such a cruel and hellish world we exist in where there's so much suffering, I understand why you'd just wish to be gone, I certainly see existence as very burdensome.

 

[UmbraDweller]

Existence itself is unnecessary.