Venting Everything bad

[brainwormz]

Life never improves. Even when you meet the perfect girl and make dumb plans to live life together, its just a sweet sweet trick. This is hell. You can't torture someone without offering them a glimpse of light.
i survived losing her. I miss her every day. But I survived. Why can't life just leave me alone. All i want is to be a hiki again but i have to have a room to be a hiki so i work almost every day and I do my job well. But today my fucking roommate threatened to sue me. I will not forgive that. I no longer forgive people who threaten me. He threatened me because we got a packet on our door claiming i haven't paid rent in 3 months. Honestly i don't want to even try. I did everything right and they simply didn't cash my checks. Why bother trying?

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly very dreadful how there's so much suffering in existing and I get that it's awful when existing just continues to get worse, to me existence truly is so hellish and cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.