Venting Everyone thinks I’m doing better

[masterofnone]

Anyone else have a random burst of being "happier"/more enthusiastic after deciding to CTB? I'm spending more time with loved ones, telling them how much they matter to me etc. and they're starting to notice how much "happier" I am. Giving my stuff away. Spending all my money on my sister. I feel so much better about everything knowing that I'm leaving. Does this make sense? Am I giving everyone false hope? Will this make it more unexpected when I do CTB?

 

[joaosembraco12]

Yes! I really identified with your story! When I decided to go CTB, I started behaving in a more social way, I don't know why. I think maybe it's because I don't care anymore, I no longer feel that pressure to have a future in my life, which takes a huge weight off my shoulders and makes me feel freer.