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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
 
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MissRevlon

MissRevlon

Member
Jan 4, 2023
15
Thank you so much 😊
 
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vultureilse

vultureilse

ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
144
thank you i hope it gets better for you as well
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Thank you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,320
Things will never get 'better' as long as we stay here, this is unrealistic, in fact as time goes on what we go through will definitely get worse and we will just suffer more and more. It's just the way that life is. The only good thing that could happen is this life somehow ending, there is so much beauty in the thought of no longer existing. Hopefully all those who wish to be gone are given access to an peaceful method to finally end their torment but sadly that is not the reality.
 
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sadlilanteater

sadlilanteater

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Dec 1, 2022
16
Just taking things day by day. Hoping the best for you as well.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Thank you + likewise 🙏💜
 
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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

Student
Dec 17, 2021
188
Thank you, you too <3
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Things will never get 'better' as long as we stay here, this is unrealistic, in fact as time goes on what we go through will definitely get worse and we will just suffer more and more. It's just the way that life is. The only good thing that could happen is this life somehow ending, there is so much beauty in the thought of no longer existing. Hopefully all those who wish to be gone are given access to an peaceful method to finally end their torment but sadly that is not the reality.
I hope an assisted method becomes available to you. I always feel bad for your situation.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I had a good meal, a nice conversation, and a deep sleep nap. Millions of problems looming but am appreciating this one moment in time.
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,812
Same to you :)
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
994
Thank you for the kind wishes, friend. I hope you're able to find some peace as well.

I don't think I actually want to feel better, though. I'm monumentally tired of everything, and would just like to move on. What frustrates me is the fear and the guilt that keep me from taking that final step. If anything, I'd like to feel worse, if that could help push me over the threshold.
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
Thank you I hope it gets better for me and everyone on here.I pray for us all that are suffering
 
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yuzuchan

yuzuchan

Member
Sep 9, 2022
64
I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
I appreciate the post im sure there is alot of peoples lives who can get better.

Its a really kind and nice gesture and positively not normally seen here which is understandable.

I also hope that other people's lives will improve and don't end up like me where the line of no return has been crossed and no matter what it can't get better.

I wish I could get better or enjoy life more but in my case I no longer have control of this and ceasing to exist is only the best option even if for now I just zone the world out ill have to accept it soon its already on the verge of being to late
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
Thanks! Best to you as well.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
337
That's so sweet of you, thank you! ❤️‍🩹 Peace and joy to you as well 💕
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,570
in my 36 years of life here only one good thing happened to me between the age of 16 and 18 after that it's just been down hill
 
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AnonymousS

Specialist
Sep 11, 2021
303
I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
Thanks, you too 💝
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
405
Thank you but it won't for me having an incurable, progressive, chronic illness.

This belongs in the Recovery section. It feels a bit like toxic positivity, unfortunately
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
Thanks, but that isn't really in my stars. I just want to focas on getting the money for ctb and forgetting about it all. The truth is I'm not sure if I care about anything anymore. I guess that means I'm losing my will to live. I don't even want to talk to people anymore. I just want to sleep eternally or stay in a really great dream.

The one I had last night would work. There was this camp full of roller coasters, sling shots and bungee jumping and my friends and I got our own cabin. I messed around with a guy and at the end of the camp, I got a gift card! But you know what's sad? Because it was so good, I KNEW it was a dream.

I almost slipped out of it when my friends and I jumped up and down and screamed that we got our own cabin. Maybe it was my desire to be in a sorority. But that never happened. That's to good to happen to me.

Do you ever really want something only to see it go to someone who wants it less or already has more? Yeah...that's my whole life. I'm just watching everyone succeed. I'm not meant to actually experience it. Ctb will make it better. I can't stand to be here much longer.
 

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