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4everHeartBroken

4everHeartBroken

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Feb 11, 2024
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I read it everywhere people found in closets or sitting or whatever etc.

Even a lot that happened as an accident.
Or with choking games.

it must be so damn easy…

Still i'm scared i'll fail. Not especially due to SI but in general… i have a very painfull disease. I just can't end up as a vegetable + this disease on top.
But i also can't use meds to do it. A person in nearby passed some time ago. And as i heard he just ook sleeping meds. Lucky people. I'm already damaged by meds, i can't risk it.

I wish i just could do partial like so many and just pass. But i guess that's everyones problem here.. overthinking doubting and researching

Full suspension is so fck'd and traumatizing to be found like that. The person hanging looks way worse too instead when going partial i believe. Partial is not that bad looking at all imo.

I guess i would have more guts to try partial if i was physically ok without a severe chronic pain condition.
Ugh.
These guys make it look WAY TOO EASY to fall unconscious:

Looks like this guy was able to make himself pass out at around 1:41 then let gravity take its course:



Same with this guy… Looks like he was able to make himself pass out around 3:02 and starts posturing immediately after:



This video makes it look fairly easy to make yourself pass out, but I'm still WAY TOO AFRAID to do this to myself!



Does anyone know how to get over the fear of making yourself pass out?! Once my face gets all tingly and I loose feeling in parts of my body with some jerky movements, I start to panic and stop myself before actually passing out. Your thoughts?
 
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Edpal247

Edpal247

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Jul 9, 2024
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These guys make it look WAY TOO EASY to fall unconscious:

Looks like this guy was able to make himself pass out at around 1:41 then let gravity take its course:



Same with this guy… Looks like he was able to make himself pass out around 3:02 and starts posturing immediately after:



This video makes it look fairly easy to make yourself pass out, but I'm still WAY TOO AFRAID to do this to myself!



Does anyone know how to get over the fear of making yourself pass out?! Once my face gets all tingly and I loose feeling in parts of my body with some jerky movements, I start to panic and stop myself before actually passing out. Your thoughts?

I think that is why mosts who are serious about something around their neck go with full. No turning back, TFB is you change your mind. I triead partial a month ago - freaked out as the pressure built. Left some marks which I promptely iced, nobody noticed. Still have the sore throat though.
 
4everHeartBroken

4everHeartBroken

Experienced
Feb 11, 2024
291
I think that is why mosts who are serious about something around their neck go with full. No turning back, TFB is you change your mind. I triead partial a month ago - freaked out as the pressure built. Left some marks which I promptely iced, nobody noticed. Still have the sore throat though.
I can't get myself to do full suspension.
 
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4everHeartBroken

4everHeartBroken

Experienced
Feb 11, 2024
291
I won't bother with partial again. I KNOW my SI levvel. And screw that!
Yeah, methods are very personal to the individual. We all have different body types and our brains are all wired a bit differently when it comes to our choice in method. I think sometimes the most difficult part is trying to find the method that you feel most comfortable with and one that works for you. ❤️
 

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