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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
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Genuinely I don't know what else to do....Im determined to do it on Saturday cause I kinda fucked up my job because of this. I think the days coming up I'll practice hanging and maybe do hanging and benadryl....I might do it in the woods by my house
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
As someone who overdosed on 3000mg of Benadryl, don't do it.
Do research on different methods don't overdose on benadryl.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
As someone who overdosed on 3000mg of Benadryl, don't do it.
Do research on different methods don't overdose on benadryl.
Sorry can you tell me what happened when u did it? I've been doing research or at least what I can with what I'm allowed to see but I feel like my survival instinct would stop me
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
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Genuinely I don't know what else to do....Im determined to do it on Saturday cause I kinda fucked up my job because of this. I think the days coming up I'll practice hanging and maybe do hanging and benadryl....I might do it in the woods by my house
beny doesn't work
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Sorry can you tell me what happened when u did it? I've been doing research or at least what I can with what I'm allowed to see but I feel like my survival instinct would stop me
I was recreationally getting high on it for a bit and at one point I took 3000mg because benadryl abuse makes you extremely suicidal.
I was so high that I didn't know what was real and what wasn't, it was as if I was in a bug infested hell... I started having multiple seizures back to back and puking my guts out... I thought my veins had bugs in them so I tried cutting my veins out...
It was full blown delirium and eventually my heart gave out and the emts managed to get my heart started again only for it to stop two more times that night.
It was painful , extremely painful. Overdosing on benadryl is no joke , it did a lot of damage to my body and I haven't ever been the same because of it.
 
Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
I've ODed on Benadryl it's a scary way to go. The hallucinations are frightening as hell
 
MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
I was recreationally getting high on it for a bit and at one point I took 3000mg because benadryl abuse makes you extremely suicidal.
I was so high that I didn't know what was real and what wasn't, it was as if I was in a bug infested hell... I started having multiple seizures back to back and puking my guts out... I thought my veins had bugs in them so I tried cutting my veins out...
It was full blown delirium and eventually my heart gave out and the emts managed to get my heart started again only for it to stop two more times that night.
It was painful , extremely painful. Overdosing on benadryl is no joke , it did a lot of damage to my body and I haven't ever been the same because of it.
But you came close to death....I was planning on taking 10k+ mg of Benadryl. I've overdosed before on pain killers and ibuprofen I took around 70 600 mg pills of ibuprofen and a few hand fulls of pain killers. It hurt a lot but honestly once you can't escape the pain it's not that bad I'm fine with it. Though the pain will probably be more intense with Benadryl from what I've been hearing

How has ur body not been the same? Sorry for all the questions
I've ODed on Benadryl it's a scary way to go. The hallucinations are frightening as hell
What were ur hallucinations?
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
But you came close to death....I was planning on taking 10k+ mg of Benadryl. I've overdosed before on pain killers and ibuprofen I took around 70 600 mg pills of ibuprofen and a few hand fulls of pain killers. It hurt a lot but honestly once you can't escape the pain it's not that bad I'm fine with it. Though the pain will probably be more intense with Benadryl from what I've been hearing

How has ur body not been the same? Sorry for all the questions
The chances are you're body will survive for a long time , 10k would give you seizures over amd over ... if you somehow survive you'll be experiencing so many ... your brain will not know who you are anymore and who everyone else is anymore.
You'd be putting yourself through absolute hell... and it's possible that you could become brain dead and still be alive after . It's not something you should risk.
 
I Me & Myself

I Me & Myself

It is what it is
Sep 9, 2025
104
Hi, I also tried it. I just ended up hallucinating, having heart issues and pissing myself.

I already have a weak heart so I was hoping for cardiac arrest. Didn't come.

It will 100% harm your body, but most likely not in a lethal way. It's not about survival instinct stopping you from taking it, you will take it all. You will not die.
 

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