HopefulSleep
Wants to sleep
- Apr 24, 2023
- 888
Nothing works in this shitty life.
I remember after my father died I developed romantic feelings for a girl, I still felt like shit but I felt less like shit, I had a reason to live, I was friends with her and loved her but it didn't work.
I am autistic and can't really understand who I can trust so I told my feelings other people and they said to me that they will tell it her if I don't do it myself so I did it and she was shocked and didn't want to be friends with me anymore, I was so sad after that and scared to go to school after that cause I was bullied for that.
I later had romantic feelings for a different girl and I told her and then she just has ended the friendship.
The next girl I had a crush on was an asshole, she made fun of me and stuff.
The last girl I had a crush on was so cute, it made so much fun to be with her so I told a friend of her about my feelings so she could give me advice but she told my crush my feelings and she never talked with me anymore.
I am dumb and never learn even as an adult I am as dumb as a child and I will never be able to cuddle with a girl.
I remember after my father died I developed romantic feelings for a girl, I still felt like shit but I felt less like shit, I had a reason to live, I was friends with her and loved her but it didn't work.
I am autistic and can't really understand who I can trust so I told my feelings other people and they said to me that they will tell it her if I don't do it myself so I did it and she was shocked and didn't want to be friends with me anymore, I was so sad after that and scared to go to school after that cause I was bullied for that.
I later had romantic feelings for a different girl and I told her and then she just has ended the friendship.
The next girl I had a crush on was an asshole, she made fun of me and stuff.
The last girl I had a crush on was so cute, it made so much fun to be with her so I told a friend of her about my feelings so she could give me advice but she told my crush my feelings and she never talked with me anymore.
I am dumb and never learn even as an adult I am as dumb as a child and I will never be able to cuddle with a girl.
