Story Every time I feel some kind of stabbing pain in my chest area I HOPE it is cardiac arrest

[KillingPain267]

I get excited that my heart may be giving up and I get cardiac arrest in my sleep. It gives me a temporary feeling of peace, until of course I know it was false alarm.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that you feel is understandable, only those who die are fortunate to me.

 

[Hollowman]

Me too

 

[KillingPain267]

The way that you feel is understandable, only those who die are fortunate to me.

When I hear a report about someone who died, I always envy them.

 

[_Gollum_]

When I hear a report about someone who died, I always envy them.

Me too, and then I immediately feel bad for having that reaction because it's almost always someone who wanted to live :\ Just goes to highlight the inherent unfairness of the universe, that people who enjoy life get taken away and people who despise it are kept here

 

[ConfusedClouds]

I get excited that my heart may be giving up and I get cardiac arrest in my sleep. It gives me a temporary feeling of peace, until of course I know it was false alarm.

Such a disappointing feeling that it is a false alarm. I often then go for caffeine and high intensity interval exercise/sprints in the vain hope it all adds up, but of course it physically doesn't work like that. I suppose at least doing that stops the 'hypochondriac' side of me raising an alarm when that isn't necessary.

 

[KillingPain267]

Such a disappointing feeling that it is a false alarm. I often then go for caffeine and high intensity interval exercise/sprints in the vain hope it all adds up, but of course it physically doesn't work like that. I suppose at least doing that stops the 'hypochondriac' side of me raising an alarm when that isn't necessary.

I'm also disappointed when I wake up in the "morning"

Me too, and then I immediately feel bad for having that reaction because it's almost always someone who wanted to live :\ Just goes to highlight the inherent unfairness of the universe, that people who enjoy life get taken away and people who despise it are kept here

I would gladly exchange my life-force to someone who wants to keep living longer

 

[locked*n*loaded]

But, why are you getting stabbing pains in your chest in the first place? That's not normal.

 

[KillingPain267]

But, why are you getting stabbing pains in your chest in the first place? That's not normal.

Only rarely. It's just air. I have been checked and there is nothing wrong with my heart or lungs.