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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
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I'm back at home, to square one after wasting my 3 day opportunity at a hotel. Back to having people constantly around me pressuring to be 'normal' when I'm neck deep in suffering with these demonic entities taking every part of my well-being. I keep thinking it would have been over by now had I taken the SN, now I'm back to skimping for an opportunity again. My impatience may just risk it and do it overnight. I'm scared of getting caught but I don't think I have any other choice. Life just keeps getting crueler and crueler.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,305
That really does sound like a horrible situation to be trapped in, and I can imagine that it must make it even worse being around people like that. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your torment as it certainly sounds like you've suffered a lot.
 
LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
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There's a reason you didn't do it when you had the chance. When the time is right, you'll know. We're here for you in the meantime. (Hugs)
 

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